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Friday, May 15, 2009



i miss dance!!!!!!!
can't wait for pa this sun...
that is...
if misa and i know how to get there...
the crescent ppl are away at camp,
and terence ain't replying...
sigh...
can't wait for dance next wed too...
it's like my only source of exercise...
and now...
i'm juz gonna get more unfit...
at least now my bro's going running wif me
in the evening,but it's not enough...
dunno why...
anw,
teppei is so cute!!!
lol.
esp in
'lovely complex'
and
'dragon zakura'
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
oh yea.
yui's 'sea'
keeps replaying itself in my head...
too nice...
but it's giving me a headache...
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aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
dargon zakura is so nice!!!
and educational!!!!
seems that studying maths in the morn is the most effective,
as our heads are the clearest in the morn.
and omg!!!
the way the maths teacher teach them maths is so cool!!!
they play ping-pong!!!
and they rly could solve maths better!!!
i sooooooo want a maths teacher like that........
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oooooo
now's the second day maths lesson.
i like wad the teacher said
for exams, you can't say
'there's only one year left'
u must say
'there's STILL one year left'
how inspiring!!!
and wth.
who can calculate
5/3 x 1/4
in like 1 teeny weeny split second.
the second the question left his mouth,
the students all stood up and said the ans
5/12.
ok fine,
so this was a pretty easy question la,
but well...
it's impressive.
juz a day ago, they couldn't solve at this spd,
and the question was so sudden.
ahhh....
this show is my #1 show of all!!!!
ooooo
"math is a aport"
i like this.
but only if it were true,
then i could lose lotsa weight xD
omg!!!! teppei and yamapi SLEEPING!!!!
ohhh....
i'm in heaven...
oooh. wow.
this girl got 55/100 for her maths test on the first day.
on the third day, she got 100/100.
wow.
which shows that,
if u rly wanna learn,
u can do it!!!

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9:37 AM




Friday, April 17, 2009



OMG!!! lotsa stuff happened today...
wonder which one i shld start wif first...
oh yea.
start wif tues first la.
aft sch, misa, denise, jeslynn, xinzhi, angeline and i
went to UCC to watch the dance SYF central judging.
due to some uh... drag,
we only got there at 3 smth i think.
and the cool thing is,
we juz sat dwn,
and they announced chungcheng's dance!!!
yup.
we thot we wld miss it,
but we didn't!!! xD
yup.
most of their dance is same as our AYG dance,
but their dance seems more complicated...
and the beats seem faster..
wow...
*gives chungcheng a round of applause*
great performance.
spotted jingyi at the shuang ren wu part xD
v easy to spot her...
dunno why.
LOL.
oh yea. spotted ron too.
he's easy to spot too.
hmm...
oh yea.
a few of the sch's who did pretty well are...
-greenridge sec
(yea. the sch beside my hse. i'm SHOCKED.)
their dance has POWER!!!
douglas said it reminded him of NDP.
LOL. but real nice.
if we overlook some parts that are not v neat...
-guangyang sec
eh. i dun rly rmb wad they performed...
too much dances in one day...
but i rmbed they were one of the better ones.
and finally, MGS!!!
their dance so damn nice!!!
no matter how hard i stared,
i couldn't find anything not neat abt the dance.
yup. and whenever they piroutte,
they turn 2 rounds.
and it's still so damn neat.
oh yea. but there was one part
when someone didn't complete her move...
hmmmm...oh yea.
dunearn sec's dance was AWFUL!!!
everyone had no idea wad the hell they were dancing.
they were juz running around screaming and stuff...
u juz hav to watch for 30 secs,
to kno that they for sure get COP...
hmmm....
wed dance...
we had to take off our shirts...
yea... everyone was like
shyt shyt shyt
we hav to go vegetarian le...
lol.
yea.
and aft dance when i went back hme,
guess wad i had for dinner?
3 plates of veggie...
sian...
i can never be a vegetarian...
i love meat too much...
hmm...
thurs...
we went to watch the SYF again aft sch.
only this time,
let's see who went...
practically the whole sec 1 and 2 girls,
lynette, desiree, joey and i,
solo and jingkai.
and i sec2 guy...
forgot who...
well,
jingkai said not all the sec1s got to watch, cuz there wasn't even seats in UCC...
oh yea.
and we walked there frm sch.
kinda cool.
imagine 30+ ppl crossing the road.
the drivers who let us pass shld get like the most patient drivers awards.
LOL.
we went there,
sit down,
watch 2 and a half dances,
then they say
the international dance category is over.
yea.
like wth.
so fast!!!
we totally got cheated.
and douglas, benedict and the rest,
who rushed to UCC aft their remedial,
were so cute.
douglas said he opened the door,
then ppl started streaming out.
LOL.
he didn't even watch anything,
or go inside.
so...cute?
ah well...
anw, today was the sports heats!!!
and i got a sore throat and sunburn...-.-
lol.
hmm...
dance got 4th in the inter-cca relay...
sad...
broke our record of getting first every yr...
sad...
but nvm...
the runners tried their best!!! xD
jeslynn, daphne, jing wen and my darling yu wen ran.
rachel(sec3) was supposed to run...
but...
she collapsed aft her class relay run.
yea.
her class was second and she was the last person running the relay,
so she chionged like mad.
and she pushed herself over the limits and collapsed.
everyone was so confused and panicky...
yea.
so jingwen went to replace her.
rachel cried...
damn sad...
she felt like she let dance dwn and stuff...
haiz...
but she rly couldn't run,
so it wasn't her fault.
haiz...
aft the run,
yuwen cried too...
i felt so sad...
my darl...
but then although i shldn't be thinking this,
i found her so cute when she cried!!!
LOL.
i'm not a saddist.
i'm juz stating facts.
anw,
aft that was the inter-form class relay.
our class won!!!
301 rocks!!!
and we thot we woulf lose for sure, cuz of derek.
cai lao shi made him sub him for the relay...
and derek was like the last runner.
the last runner shld hav been JT or somebody...
our class wasn't exactly leading, but neither were we last,
but JT was sooooooooooooooo pro!!!!!!!!!!!!!
he ran sooooooooo damn fast!!!!!!!!!!!
he rocks man!!!
bcuz of him,
even though derek didn't run v fast,
we won!!!!!!!!!!!!
i luv JT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm so gonna do well for eng this yr...
he's like the coolest eng teacher ever.
better than arthur kok.
lol.
i feel like wanda.
eeks.
who likes arthur kok as much as her???
he's so...
gay...
but seriously,
JT was soooooooooooo cool!!!!!!!!!!!
yup.

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shutup and listen;
7:49 PM




Friday, April 03, 2009



today is a bad day...
v bad day...
i forgot to bring my phone...
then...
my mum read my inbox...
and saw that 3/4 of my inbox
is to marcus...
hiaz...
and she realised they were sent
during lessontime...
i'm so dead...
bet my phone's gonna be confiscated...
wth is wrong wif smsing in class?!
at least i can still listen and understand lor...
shayue can prove that.
and come on i hav 0 romantic interests in him.
my mum didn't hav to over-react.
grrr...
and...
misa and i were the in-charges for dance today...
damn scary...
first time i ever got stage fright in my life...
i tried my best pretending no one was there...
didn't work...
lol...
and i hav to go up FIVE more times!!!
wth.
wad's wrong wif zhengde???!!!
why make me go up SIX TIMES?!
i'll die!!!!!!!!!!!
other ppl at most 5 lor...
valerie best.
only once and on the last shift.
which means she prac dun hav to go up at all...
sad man...
today is a v BAD DAY...
i shall get YUI to cheer me upXD

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9:41 PM




Saturday, February 14, 2009



oh man. i finally understand why friday the 13th is such a horrible unlucky day. first, i lose my temper in class, then a dislocated my toe. who dislocates their toes???!!! then i couldn't dance for the next two hrs hr dance... i was juz running, then i hit into somebody, and crack, i dislocated my toe.how dumb is that??!! but it's pretty cool, since joey sprained her ankle and both 301 dancers injured their legs. oh yea. i recieved lotsa presents for valentine day yesterday. thalks gals!!! let's see...who gave me wad...
joey: gummy bears
sue-ann: chocs
chin ngee: lollipop, kit-kat and ferrero
miaopei: sweet
desiree: sweet
jun ai: goody bag
xinzhi: card
rachel: kit-kat
sinyee: lollipop
misa: flower, star, ferrero
valerie: ferrero and mentos
yokekay: choc
i think that's all... can't rmb. i juz returned hme frm seeing the doctor abt my toe. he pulled my toe back to position. it was excruciating!!! i didn't cry, but i screamed...or rather squealed/ squeaked, wadeva. anw, it's much much straighter now. it was overlapping my other toe previously, totally creepy, but it looked like bunny ears:) i mean it's kinda cute...haha... i had to cancel the movie wif wanda they all...sad... i'va never gone out wif them b4. and i can't go for p.a. either, cuz i can't even walk properly, how to walk there. eh. but i'm juz gonna go pa, pass the valentine presents to someone, then go back hme. dunno how i'll collect the hamsters frm marcus though... mayb i'll ask him to meet me at kallang mrt station or smth...

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2:39 PM




Thursday, December 18, 2008



Ryt. K. I shall continue where I left off. Let’s see. My last post was until somewhere…ahh…who cares…hmm…start frm Saturday. We went for chingay prac at 7.30pm. I sooo regret making my costume…I hate it!!! It’s awful!!! Someone gimme ideas!!! I’m gonna like strat frm scratch. Ryt. IF I hav the time. Which I dun. Sun, chingay prac. 10-1pm. Normal prac at pa frm 2-6. then mon-wed, go crescent help out. It was so fun!!! Let’s see. On mon, we, meaning misa, jinger, terence, mikio and me, met at redhill mrt station at 9am. We walked all the way to crescent. It’s so far away frm the mrt station!!! Great for exercise. Haha. When we reached, they were alrdy finishing their warm up. We joined in for the guo san guan halfway through. Their guo san guan’s kinda scary. Aft that, we did our own warm up while they ya tui. Oh ya!!! then it was games time!!! I was in the same grp as mikio. Jinger wif terence. Misa alone. Hee. Cuz her bdae diff frm ours. Jianbin only came later in the day, wif keelui. I’m kinda tired ryt now. Can’t type nicely. Or form proper sentences. Argh!!!! Everyday wake up so early!!! Anw, on tues, constance came!!! And oh ya!!! we bought bamboos and learnt how to saw them!!! So fun!!! Hmm… I can’t rmb much. Sometime aft that was lunch time. Oh ya!!! xuanhao, yewchern, jingkai and zhengde came too. To help out wif the bamboos. Aft lunch the sec3s came. Let me try and rmb who came. Jinghui, yilin, Rachel, benedict, liangyuan, leon, wenxuan, and I dunno!!! I’m so frustrated ryt now… stupid connection. Keeps disconnecting. Wed, only the ppl who came on mon, besides mikio, came. The crescent ppl more or less finish learning the ayg dance le. Juz a few more uh…beats? Or smth… they learn so fast!!! Oh man. I dun feel like typing anymore. I feel like smasking the computer… I can finally slp as long as I want tmr. My mum woke me up today juz cuz my bro could only get into zhenghua…oh man. I’m going out wif yern and marcus again on sat…at orchard!!! It’s like completely opposite where I live!!! More than 1 hr mrt ride… sigh… horrible holiday…

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shutup and listen;
8:57 PM




Wednesday, December 10, 2008



oh man.
this is the busiest hol i ever had.
i can finally use the computer properly!!!
let's see there was 2 wks of dance.
real fun,
although v painful,
esp the arms,
but fun all the same.
haha.
hmm...
oh ya.
i'm supposed to b researching on clothes ryt now...
what to do???
i hav no idea how to design clothes!!!
esp ones for chingay!!!
diediedie...
i think i'm juz gonna cut here and there
and then i'm done.
can anyone give me any ideas???
i only hav 2 more days!!!
since dance ended on fri,
i've been outta my hse everyday
for the whole day!!!
lets see...
fri night go wedding dinner.
oh ya.
magdalene was there too.
the sec 2 one.
she's the bride's cousin.
my uncle's the groom.
i didn't see her at all!!!
i only knew she was there aft i went hme and cm told me!!!
anw,
sat...
i forgot what i did eh...
seriously...
nvm.
sun, went to pa wif misa,
hoping there would still b normal prac,
but dun hav,
so we helped out a little wif the anyhow arts.
the rehearsal was so funny.
i think it's funnier than the real perf.
we went to pick marcus up at 6pm.
met denise and jeslynn there too.
first time i saw him in prac 1 yr.
he grew so damn tall!!!
i hate guys and their growth spurt!!!
eh...
anw,
we didn't talk much.
yea.
kinda surprising,
since we could crap so much on the phone.
man.
i still feel so bad...
he looked so bored...
i suck...
ah well...
on to mon...
eh...
oh ya!
mr ling's wedding!!!
i hate heels!!!
my mum made me wear them...
a dress too...
nth much aft that.
yesterday was so fun!!!
haha!!!
chloe!!!
or valerie???
i'm so confused.
i went to thomson plaza wif yern,
since she has ballet there at night
and i was bored
and i wanted to see marcus's mum who works there.
yea.
we saw her.
she's so young!!!
great figure too.
so envious...
sigh...
marcus was like begging us not to appear.
but ha!
we appeared all ryt.
yern and i walked the whole shopping centre for 1 hr,
then we went popular for another 1 hr.
erm...
then went dinner at 5.30.
aft we bought our food,
starting to eat,
yern's contacts went...
somewhere...
in her eye.
damn creepy.
i saw it fold on her eye,
then she blinkblinkblink and it disappeared.
so creepy.
then yern rushed to the toilet to wash her face,
to try to get the contacts out.
but nth happened!!!
so we went to an optician and yea.
the person took it out.
damn scary.
i never knew yern had such huge eyeballs.
i'm so glad i hav tiny eyes!!!
oh yea.
i juz got contacts,
last fri.
b4 the wedding dinner.
i've kinda gotten the hang of it now.
juz stuff it in ur eye.
and it's in.
it's easier when u take out.
juz pinch ur eyeball.
yea.
sounds disgusting.
haha.
oh ya!!!
i juz rmb!!!
since i didn't get to take a pic of marcus for denise,
i got chloe/valerie to help me.
she's gonna help me get a pic of him sleeping.
ha!
oh ya.
i call her chloe/valerie cuz
i dunno which one she is!!!
marcus call her to trick me...
that horrible person.
and he kept snatching my phone away!!!
i had to chase him through prac whole shopping centre to get it!!!
well...not exactly chase
cuz i didn't find the point in running aft a while.
i've got nth private in my phone...
chloe is so cute!!!
here's a pic!!!

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shutup and listen;
8:52 PM




Tuesday, November 25, 2008



today's dance was sooo fun!!!
esp the end part.
starting frm the top.
self-warm up, then laoshi came
and he led the warn up
i luv laoshi's warm up.
yea, it's rly gd for warming up,
kinda fun, smth special,
and tiring.
then the sec 3 guys sawed the bamboos.
went up to hall, then continued ayg prac.
we learnt until half of the first part yesterday.
there r 5 parts in all.
prob 30 min altogether.
we practiced until 12.15,
well actually,
the girls who were dancing practiced.
the rest of us with the car and bowl didn't do much.
then we had a 15 min break.
i bought 2 sticks of sausages.
is it too much?
lotsa ppl bought 1 only...
then the girls practiced somemore until 2.25 pm.
now, hmm...
the bowl ppl, who are
me, misa, jinghui, evelyn, merrien, jian hao, tian jun, leon, rachel(sec3), olivia, angelina, and i forgot who...
then after lunch,
we had a 35 min sleep,
while the sec 3 guys continued sawing.
massage.
continue wif second part of ayg.
the music is so darn fast!!!
but that's fun too...
hee.
my arms are aching so much!!!
i bet, by next yr,
we'll all be so strong!!!
haha!
the 2nd part music so fast,
some ppl juz swing the bamboo around.
cute.
hmm...
yea.
i'm so disappointed in my bro's psle results...
216!!!
goodness!!!
what the hell happened to him!?!
now he has so much trouble choosing a sch.
not that he has much choice...

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8:24 PM