I CRAVE FOR...
-Olevels to be over
-lots of free ebooks
-meet YUI
-headphones...xP
-25hrs a day
-8 days a week
-32 days a month
-366 days a year
-that impossible dream
O. M. G. today's trip to pulau semakau was like so damn fun. and exciting? and cool? and FUN!!! hmm...let's start wif the trip there. after school, 1.30, we went to change into pe attire, took our bags, and went dwn to the canteen to gather b4 boarding the bus. then, grace found out that we could actually leave our bags in class. but the thing is, the key is not wif her. it was wif kaixin. so, we had to put our bags outside the classroom. only like a few ppl put there. eg. me, wanda, grace, minquan. yup. then, since i had no place to put my tidbits 4 the trip, i emptied the plastic bag we used for art to put grace and my stuff. the bus left at prob 2 bahs. i didn't look at the time. on the bus ride to marina south or bay or some where pier or port, grace and i listened to declan's songs. i downladed all of his songs u see. and i hate to admit, but declan's voice, when he grow up, is like absolutely disappointing...it's so deep... i want little declan back!!! wah... hmm... the bus ride prob lasted about 30 mins bahs. i didn't check either. upon reaching the pier(or port), we met our guide, edward(no. not THE edward cullen) and ya. wanda and grace say that he's pretty gd looking. i hav no comments for that matter. so anw, we boarded the ferry. it is my second time aboard a ferry u see and i was like so worried that i might get seasick or smth and embarrass myself. but that's unecessary. u see, the ferry has the very bottom deck, then another one on top, and another one on top, beside the captain's room or smth and at the very top, the well...i hav no idea wad it's called. open space? anw, it's juz no roof or anything, wif railings and all. ppl enter into the second bottom deck and my class juz sat there while 205 went to the very bottom one. then, i dunno whether the ferry had started a not, but about half the class went up to the deck beside the captain's room. most of them r guys. some ppl went back dwn after going up cuz they felt a little seasick. at first, for a v long time, e juz watched indo channels which we did not understand at all and only grace and wanda understand. then, some 205 guys decided they wanted to go out into the upper deck. but edward told them that they had to bring a teacher along, so i supposed that they asked mr nicholas liu, since he came up not long after. and soon, everyone was piling out of the doorway to get out. wanda and grace went out b4 me at first, cuz i was too chicken to go out...hehe...but then evryone left except wei ming and i, so i decided to go out. it was really scary at first, but after a while, u will b able to appreciate the feel of the wind blowing against ur face, and the wonderful view. yup. after a while ( the ferry ride is 40 mins), we reached semakau. the views were really nice. but i still dun really get where u put the rubbish. do they put it in the water or wad? so, after seeing the pics, i came up wif my own assumption. the water is drained out to god knows where and then the rubbish is dumped in. but that isn't very logical is it? ah well... it was windy though. hehe. v nice. i would luv to go again.i took 21 videos, and it was a pretty interesting tour around the place. after the tour, we went into the visitor's centre to watch this video which i didn't really get either. haiz...all i kno is that the landfill is gonna be used up by 2045 if we don't do the 3Rs anderm...when that happens, the rybbish will be piled on top of the landfill until it is 30 metres above sea level. the landfill is made up of pulau semakau and pulau sekang. it is 350 hectares. and i dunno anymore. hehe. k. kno on the ferry ride back to singapore. it was like so damn funny that i had a stomachache frm excessive laughing afterwards. after boarding the ferry, we couldn't go out, up, cuz it is dangerous when the ferry is moving. oh yes. and the guys, i dunno when they saw, they said that they saw a porn calander in the captain's room. ahem... yup. and everyone was like so eager to go and see...AHEM... i saw it. it's not porn lah. juz a calander of a girl in bikini. but it was pretty funny, the reactions of everyone. haha. mengting was like 'how come u don't hav guy one?" lol. haha. she's so cute lah. i wasn't v scared of the ferry any more on the return journey. yay! yup. hmm... oh ya. after some calculation, grace and i found out that edward was prob at least 30 yrs old. but he doesn't even look it! he looks like at least 25 lor. shock! hmm... mayb that's what living near a landfill can do to u. u look younger. *gasp. haha. k. i nd to go now. byee! declan! YUI!
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8:11 PM
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
k. this is gonna b a really short post. i juz searched on the net on twilight. and i found out that there's gonna b a movie! this yr! the date is... 12/12/08 !!! i'm like so gonna buy the movie. and mayb watch it. ah!!!!!!! the actress acting as bella is sooooooooooooo pretty! and the guy as edward(hotty!) is the guy who acted as cedric diggory in harry potter. they should hav chosen declan!!! haha... and the guy acting as jacob, is super duper hot!!! he acted as sharkboy in the movie sharkboy and lava girl. u kno. the movie in 2005. anw, i juz can't wait!!! ......................................................... YUI!!! declan galbraith!!!
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4:58 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
yay! finally. i can post again. man. my feet's skin are peeling off. yikes. i juz turned a couple rounds, and they're gone. misa saw. hehe. i'm so disgusting... hehe... hmm... today... ms tan tried to teach us a new kinda dance. some trible dance frm china. anw, i hav v awful coordination of my legs and arms. it's pretty obvious by the torture i had while trying to learn how to swim. i still dunno how. hehe. i'll drown. hmm... yup. i can't seem to be able to get my steps correct. i can only either concentrate on my arms or my legs. and if i try to do both, well. i'll get so frustrated wif confusion. haiz... ah well. practice. i nd more prac. hmm... oh ya! yesterday, misa and i went pa again. and guess how many ppl went. not more than 15. prob 10. all seniors. super duper seniors. but. it was so fun! we tried the stilts for about 3 hrs. yup. and i can finally walk on myself! on humps and slopes too! though i don't walk v steadily. hehe... hmm... oh ya! jeff was extra strict. v creepy. and hmm... oh! hehe. i earned $1.20 yesterday. $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ i THINK. i mean. i didn't ask. heh heh. jeff bought me a can of green tea as a reward for erm...walking. or at least. i don't think i nd to pay him ryt? ah... nvm. OooooooO. i currently hav a new obsession. DECLAN GALBRAITH!!! he's not exactly hot or handsome. but. his voice rox! lotsa ppl say that he sound like a girl, and he does. a little. but he has v gd control of his voice. he's almost as gd as YUI. note: i said almost. NO ONE can ever beat YUI. hehe. she's always no.1! he's songs are so nice! and he is like the moderater of his own fansite. cool huh. not his fans. that's like so cool. i luv him! the first song i heard frm him. is during the e.lit project presentation. sin yee's grp used he's song, tell me why. it was sang when he was like about 9. and at first, i thought that it was a little girl singing. but when i went hme and checked wikipedia, i was like so shocked! he's a guy! yup. now, he's 17 this yr. and he has obviously broken his voice. his voice sounds kinda husky now. but it's still nice. here r some songs i like frm him: -tell me why -love of my life -an angel -tears in heaven -how could an angel break my heart -mama said ......................................................................... YUI!
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7:44 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
omg!!! declan galbraith rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!
not more than YUI of course.
but about the same level!!!
ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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3:21 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
today was and is a very very very bad day. i hav no intention on writing about it. nothing bad. about anyone. juz smth totally embarrassing etc. haiz... i nd to take my mind off it. so. here comes YUI. again. i read another one of her fan's blog. this one's funny. it's actually dated back to last yr. 26 march. YUI's b'dae. here's it:
Yes, her birthday is the 26th of March, and she’ll be turning 20 this year. At this point YUI becomes a full adult in the eyes of modern Japanese society, I believe. Oricon Style interviewed her this week and she listed the top five things she wants to do when she turns 20. Now, the Japanese blogger who reported this tried to play a cruel joke on his/her readers by starting the list off with things like: 1. Drink! 2. Smoke! And promptly seeing the rage he’d unwittingly (so it seems) kindled in the YUI fandom, he declared it to be a joke. Anyway, here’s the real Top 5 Things YUI Wants To Do When She Turns 20 List: 1. Get a driver’s license! (That’ll be expensive. ) 2. Be kind to her parents! (Always good! ) 3. Visit everybody! (Is this physically possible? We gaijin fans will definitely be left out. ) 4. Build some sort of machine! (Okay…) 5. Continue putting one’s heart and soul into making and performing music! (Yay! ) Well, sounds good to me. Much better than the first list. ................................................. cute huh. YUI!!! go!!! i support u in making that machine! wadeva that is. hmm... i wonder wad kinda car will YUI buy, when she gets her license... hmm... some super ex car bah. haiz... well then. i'm off to learn jap!!! no grace. not at the website u told me. nope. i don't understand the eng. too chim. so... i'm off to another website!!! bow down to YUI ppl!!!XD XD
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5:41 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
today was erm... a... well... pretty normal day bah. there was a bio test... (everything i didn't study for didn't come out...phew) hmm... oh! today is a very significant day. i hugged wanda! she's so huggable! haha! i'm not les. i'm perfectly normal. anw, OoooO. let's talk about yesterday. sunday. it was so super fun! i couldn't concentrate on my bio revision after that. after training a little for NDP, misa, angeline, qilin and i went to 'play' with the stilts. they r so fun to play wif! ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! i can't wait to go back this sunday to play again! hmm... angeline and qilin took the shorter stilts b4 misa and i could. grrrrrrrr........... so, misa and i had to take the high one. scary... and. note that i m scared of heights. seriously. when we had rock climbing for camp, i climbed two stones and was so scared i could hear the blood punding in my ears and i was trembling... a little... hehe. anw, stitls r so fun! though i still can't walk by myself. grrrrrrrrrrrrrr............ angeline can. but she says that she needs someone to watch her cuz she can't really feel her legs (prob due to the tightness of the rope) and will stop walkin after some time without even noticing. *gasp poor girl... oh ya. she told me that when hanbin helped her, another senior, some really really senior senior said that she kept grabbing hanbin's hair. and she said that the way he said that was like she was a pervert or smth. haha. how cute! ahem... anw, angeline can really walk v well on stilts. i mean she can balance and all. it's juz the sudden stopping prob. poor angie... k. now me. another really really senior senior (i think he's called jeff of smth) helped me. he's really bad ya kno. he craps so much that i get distracted and lose my balance or drag my feet or smth. therefore, when i'm walking on stilts, i need ABSOLUTELY distractions. haha. anw, he made me walk one whole big round and it was pretty tiring and painful. duh. the ropes/strings are so tight. and the most rememberous one is when i fell during this round. i fell on the road. and i mean the traffic lights kinda road wif the stones and all. it wasn't painful though. hehe. cuz jeff(?) managed to catch me b4 i fell. wif ONE arm. how strong's that?! and i'm so heavy! really. however, i still dunno how to fall down. when i tried to learn how to fall at the end (of the 2nd bigger round), i fell flat. on my stomach and all. obviously on the mattress. if i had fallen on the ground, i wouldn't be typing this right now. my ribs would have been broken, my wrists and (mayb)knees too. haha. they were all laughing at me. *blush*blush so embarrassing!!! i don't even kno how to fall down!!! but at least it's not as bad as angeline's. hanbin told the WHOLE P.A. that when he let go of her, her arms keep failing about. and they laughed at her. evil ppl. poor angie! haiz... i dun believe she did that though. who does that? i'm sure i won't. juz in case i lose my balance. hehe. oh ya. and when jeff let go of me, i was like panicking. and had to grab him again in like a few seconds time. i rmb once, when he tried to push my hand away, i sank my fingers (not nails. i don't have any. i bite them all.) into his hand. ha! oh! and i cracked his fingers like twoce. ha! walking on stilts is so fun! though my palms keep breaking out in cold sweat (sign of panic) and i m so afraid to lose my grasp on jeff or misa's hand. oh ya. misa and i learned how to tie the stilts after use and when using and we, or at least misa, learned to help someont to walk. yippee!!! great. i can't type anymore. i nd to rush my acc hwk. ugh! YUI rox! (so random)
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8:33 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
yay! today's school ended at 11! yup. cuz there's the sports meet afterwards. at 2. which means that i'm gonna leave hme really soon. i'm at hme now u see... couldn't wait to come hme... hehe... oh ya. i read this really sad bk yesterday. it's called The princess and the hound. it's really nice. family love and all. i cried like 2/3 of the bk. really sad. haha. hmm... nothing much to say le... oh ya. i LOVE YUI!!!
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11:36 AM
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
OMG! k. it's YUI again. i juz watched her LIVE at BUKOGAN video and omg. the song is so sad and it's so sad that YUI cried that i cried too. YUI!!!! she's so cute! after singing juz the second para, she started crying and had to stop playing. YUI!!!!! then, she gathered herself slowly and sang again. but. she still cried while singing. and i think that singing and crying at the same time, makes YUI sing better. i'm not a saddist mind u. here's the translation of the song:
The day has come when I will leave the room I’m so used to living in My new journey is still disorienting me
On the bus to the station I emailed my friend
On the platform in the morning, I tried calling too
But it felt like something had changed I’ve brought one old guitar with me
I’ve left all my photos behind Letting something go and then gaining something new
Does the same cycle repeat itself? When I pretend to be strong, it always leads to dreams
When I let myself be cowardly, they stop As the train began to moveI cried a little
I prayed that the road that spread out outside the window Wouldn’t change
The person who gave me the old guitar Said he was afraid of Tokyo
I’ve stopped looking for answers It doesn’t matter if I make mistake after mistake
The red sunset is cut up by the buildings I hold back my tears
But the beginning of each new morning Will bring confusion for me, won’t it?
I can’t only choose the right things That much I know .............................................................................................. YUI's so emotional. i luv her! she will ALWAYS be my no. 1. YUI...
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5:36 PM
OMG! grace & cm juz bought me YUI'S 3rd album, I Loved Yesterday! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so so so bursting wif joy! grace, i forgive u for losing YUI's 2nd album. no wait. i forgive u half of it. haha. anw, here's the list of the songs in the 3rd album: 1) Laugh away 2)My Generation 3)Find me 4)No way 5)Namidairo 6)Daydreamer 7)Love is all 8)I will love you 9)We will go 10)OH YEAH 11)My friend 12)LOVE & TRUTH 13)Am I wrong? ...................................................... yup. that's the songs. here's the video clips: Good-bye days I remember you Rolling Star C.H.E.R.R.Y ............................................ also, there's a premium edition of LIVE at BUDOKAN OoooooooooooO. OPENING It's happy line LIFE LOVE & TRUTH RUIDO Jam Tokyo ......................................... cool huh. i luv YUI! i've uploaded the songs on the blog. so u can download... if u want to... but i don't think i can upload the videos. ah well... i'll juz go look around for someone who has... YUI!
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4:32 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
yay! let's see... hmm... let's start frm fri cuz it was my b'dae! clara gae me a card.(thx!) and a bkmark(thx 2!) which she made herself. denise gave me a cup which she made herself too. the others said that they were gonna give me belated b'dae prezzie haha. next. sat. tuition. tuition. and library. next. sun. P.A! misa and i wore our chingay tees! the chingay tee's kinda plain. and kinda hot. but. it's pretty ok bah. i mean. it soaks up the sweat. i think. didn't sweat much on sun cuz we didn't really do much. hehe. we juz dance NDP for the first half, and do the flips thingy afterwards while teacher was giving the PA ppl their places. and can u blieve it? angeline actually recorded some cl show and watched it while misa, jun ai and i were busy erm... slacking and trying to work. or at least misa was trying to work. misa! u workaholic! anw, teacher said that next week, we could play the gao1 qiao1 dunno wad is it in eng... hehe... oh ya. and grace and i are going for the cl cultural camp. oh ya. wee tian beng's gonna be there. and i think he's comics are nice! the characters are v beautifully drawn and ya. celestial zone's nice. anw. hmm... wanda gave me a tigger pillow ...or is it a boaster? for my belated b'dae prezzie. tyty! oh ya. YUI rocks!
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5:21 PM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
YUI!
note: take ur time reading this. if u hate YUI, don't read this. note: only read when u r really free. aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YUI!!!!! she's like the cutest, prettiest, wonderful-est, nicest, best singer in the world. YUI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and her latest album 'I Loved Yesterday' was released yesterday! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it's so cool! i want it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! oh ya. anw, i've got some of her songs too. so. i'm thinking about putting them on my blog. but of course, i can only do that when i m free. hehe. oh. cool. read this. i found it when i was yui-fansite surfing it's really nice. it's frm http://half-banana.com/ here is it(i juz copy and paste): I read that YUI did cry when she performed TOKYO in Budoukan. Her teardrop/tears 'washed off' her make up. REALLY?!! Someone rip that DVD NOW!! (Direct download please) And, I like this Yahoo interview on I LOVED YESTERDAY. The interviewer kinda teased YUI that she was shocked by the lyrics of Love is all, as a writer. She could feel that YUI really loves her songs. Then when the interviewer asked whether YUI will say 'No way' to her boyfriend if he keeps on looking at mobile phone when they're on a date, YUI replied that maybe she will resist the urge and just say 'I'm fine', like in Namidairo.LOL so cute. Apparently CM version and album version of Laugh away are slightly different. The strings arrangement part. I lazy to double confirm. Tell me if that's true =P YUI went to Syrup16g's live recently. They just disbanded, and I just listened to their songs for the very first time... Lastly, YUI will be looking forward to perform My Generation and No way in her upcoming 3rd tour. ................................................................................ yui's so cool ain't she?! here's another one: I realised that my assumptions on YUI being more open these days is not entirely correct after I watched this video about her latest album (WCEX). Couldn't stop laughing at YUI's reservedness. So cute. The hosts were so enthusiastic on meeting YUI in person but as usual, she gave short answers. Sometimes a lot of things cannot be explained through conversations I guess. It's just like when I tell people that my idol is YUI, people will start making assumptions that I have a thing with girls or I'm a freak/nerd who lives within my own world. It's difficult to explain everything why you like her so much unless people willing to listen to your rants. So, let them interpret themselves. That's why if you know me personally, I think I don't mention YUI that often when I meet up with people face to face. My juniors think that I'm a super busy body. Sad. It's my fault though haha. Apparently YUI's pets are still alive!! The guy host made YUI did that camera frame thingy in Laugh away PV. And that makes Teo a happy girl. YUI looks cute in yellow xD ............................................................ oh. and i feel the same way too. if i go around ranting about YUI, ppl would think that i m crazy, and might juz grow to dislike YUI. eg. wanda, chunmei. haha. oh ya. juz being random here. i found this really cool info on http://yui-lover.com it's the sort of f-word off in jap. it's oh. i found another one. i'm so shocked by it. YUI would NEVER do that. she's so guai and polite. no way. that's totally untrue. here: I feel like ranting about this. Note: I have been reading Chinese entertainment news ever since I have learned how to read Chinese. Just that back then, YUI wasn't in the entertainment industry. I'm fascinated by the fact that selective ignorance can actually turn into a scary habit. Background song: Love is all I like both YUI and Hikki, I don't know if they like each other but, As I was happily watching this 3 hours long Music Station SP (4 April 2008), and planning to share my discoveries with you guys, I found this Chinese news report on this episode of Music Station. Source: Oriental Daily News, credits to Ylous @ YL YUI Dozing Off Basically first they insult Utada's appearance in last night's Music Station, saying that a lot of Japanese internet users trashed her fashion sense (I better don't elaborate this), then they say those internet users found that YUI, who was sitting beside Hikki, was actually sleeping. Captions on the picture: When Utada was having interview, YUI, who was sitting at the row behind, sleeping sweetly. Excuse me?? Did you actually watch the video on Utada being interviewed?? What if Hikki fans saw this?? What if people actually believe in this?? The most you can say is YUI wasn't paying attention. Somehow this news got circulated around and another paper 太陽報, accused YUI for not giving face (showing respect) to Hikki. People were just looking down at the small TV thingy in front of her okay? YUI prefers seeing people's face through that TV instead of staring their backs, is there any problem with that? The moment she blinks her eyes, you snap a screenie, then create stories based on that picture you have. Or worse, bumped into this picture while finding any possible news material through internet because you ran out of ideas, and decided to make stories from it. EDIT: They actually 'cropped' away that TV in front of YUI, I'm really amazed. マガイもの そうじゃないもの集めて値段をつけてるそんなんじゃ やっかいだ 困難だどうなんの?この先 ・・・教えてほしいCollecting real things and fake ones And then labeling them a priceThat really is troublesome, and troublingWhat now about the future? Please tell me Being used to how famous Hong Kong tabloid is, the most we can do is let people know that it isn't true. But I was surprised by the reaction of certain fans. - If I were YUI, sitting there for three hours, I'll fall asleep too.- If YUI's ok with it, I don't see anything wrong about it. - I bet she's tired. - I'm not sure if it's true or not. The first thing I did was rewatch that part again, instead of saying, "looks like she's sleeping" or things like that. Well, that's inevitable I guess. We tend to make judgment within a snap, who has the time to analyse everything anyway. 疑ってるんでしょ?ニセモノだ ホンモノだで、あなたはどうなの?You must be doubtful, right? Fake or real?Then, what do you think? If you have 'observed' YUI long enough, we can make an assumption that she's an extremely well mannered, empathetic person. You will never see her acting sloppily when she's in any TV shows, she always sits super straight, doesn't even cross her legs in front of camera (unless she isn't aware of it). To prevent being misunderstood or offended someone in any way, she tends to avoid answering certain questions, or gives generic answers instead. YUI, sitting super straight. I really should learn to sit properly =x Do you think that she'll actually fall asleep in a LIVE and prestigious TV show like Music Station?? It is consider extremely rude to do so, especially in Japan. 言われっぱなしの毎日で 何処にも行けないや週刊誌に撮られちゃいけないようなこともないしBeing told off everyday, I can't get anywhere.There are no such things that say that I can't be taken by papparazzi in magazines What can we do about this? File a complaint through email? I tried once when Sin Chew Jit Poh mistaken YUI as ERIKA, no response. That doesn't mean that I will stop trying. If you guys know emails of those who are responsible, I'll be glad to write them a complaint letter, in a civilised manner, of course. The least we can do is through our complaints, hopefully that in the future, they will report nice things about YUI. Instead of letting them do as they pleased, even though we cannot avoid this, because this tabloid thing has been there for ages. EDIT (provided by CDS): news@oriental.com hknews@the-sun.com.hk Lets go ahead and blast them together lol. If you go overboard and stalk artists privately and provide us all these interesting facts, we can only say that you're breaching people's privacy (Flash Exciting magazine). But now you are making up stories which aren't true. What kind of story will you create next?? くらべたがるあの人にも伝えてもうちょっと愛のある言葉でDo tell the person who loves to compare.With words that are filled with a little more love. Spare some love, people. Because Love is all. Hopefully YUI will Laugh away. If somehow she found out about this. Special thanks to doobie @ JPS for the video, members @ YF for inspiring me, and depyon @ YL for the English translation of Love is all (with minor modifications from yours truly). イマヤリタイコトガ イマヤレテマスカ?もちろんそうです いつだってそうです望んでる答えも見えるけど ah ah Things that you really want to do now Are you able to continue doing them now?Of course. As always, of courseI can even see the answer that I have been looking for ah ahI'm glad to hear that. Keep doing your thing, love oneself. PS: Trying to find the perfect time to listen I LOVED YESTERDAY from track one till track 13... ................................................................ those ppl r like over doing it lor. i feel like strangling them. or chopping of their arms so that they can't write this kinda stuff anymore. lol. k. i think i hav finished ranting about YUI already. haha.