Thursday, May 16, 2013
I'm baaaaaaack~
Yes, I am that bored at work. So I decided to revive this blog to kill time.
Working seriously sucks - When you're at the bottom of the food chain in the office.
Oh. And office politics makes you really paranoid and unhappy...
So yea. After this, I will never ever EVER take up an office job again. Not even over my dead body.
Gahhhhhh. Eve is a really nice person, though she... gossips a little too much...
AC... I think she's the most... sincere person in the office. She is extremely blunt, and although that may be kind of insulting at times, at least I don't have to try to read between the lines everytime she says something-.- That. Is wayyyy more stressful than Os and As combined.
AT... Well, I'm not very keen to bad-mouth people on the internet, where everyone sees it so... Mehhh... She is quite nice tough. Sometimes. She is bit too demanding and selfish, I feel. But I guess that has something to do with her upbringing and stuff, as she said so once before.
SS... Oh god. She is the BANE of my time in the office. She is the cause of 70% of my crankiness these days. I'm supposed to be on holiday!!!!! T.T And there are still the uni apps to worry about... Sigh pie...
I guess... Deep down... like really really deep down, after peeling away all the crusted, and rotted layers of my soul, I kind of, maybe, probably, possibly, might want LMS more than FOS... BUT. Working here has really destroyed part of my want to study lms... What if I bump ino them? *horrified look*
It's not very likely... Since hss is all the way on the other side... but... Can I really go to school everyday, on the bus, and not think about the absolutely horrible and traumatising time I spent here?:( decisions are so hard to make... And I really really detest it when people say 'Just follow your heart.' yea. Right. What do you think I'm doing fretting over my choices? I obviously CHOSE them bcuz they are what my heart DESIRES. Gahhhh. Not everyone is able to see what they want so clearly...
And now I'm back to feeling upset about my job:(
Blehh....
Maybe I should tell them that I need to quit 1 week earlier than I said cuz I need to pack stuff for my 'trip'.
Lying sure is tiring.
shutup and listen;
5:17 PM
