Thursday, August 30, 2007
tsubasa chronicles
shutup and listen;
8:19 PM
Friday, August 24, 2007
WHY MUST EVERYONE EXPECT SO HIGH IN ME?
I AM NOT ANY GENIUS!
JUST GIVE ME A BREAK!
I NEED A BREAK!
I DON'T WANT ANYONE(WE WEREN'T NAME NAMES AND WE SHAN'T STARE)TO GET IT WRONG, BUT I AM NOT SO SILENT TODAY BECAUSE I GOT VERY LOW MARKS.
PLLEASE LAH.
MY PARENTS ONLY EXPECT ME TO PASS.
NO STRESS.
BUT.
SOME PEOPLE JUST HAVE TO THINK WRONGLY.
IT JUST SHOWS THAT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER WELL ENOUGH OR WE DON'T WANNA KNOW EACH OTHER WELL.
I AM SILENT BECAUSE I HEARD SOME PEOPLE(I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT THEM NOW)TALKING ABOUT HOW I AM SLACKING ETC.
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
THERE ARE SO MANY 'WHY'S I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!
PLEASE. I BEG YOU. DON'T SAY THOSE THINGS.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND DO YOU?
I GOT HIGH MARKS PREVIOUSLY AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE LIKE THAT FOREVER!?
PUH-LEASE!
ALL MY HAIR WOULD HAVE FALLEN OUT BY THE END OF THIS YEAR.
I JUST WANNA TAKE A LITTLE BREAK.
I DON'T LIKE TO BE SO PERFECT SO GOOD IN EVERYTHING...
HOW I WISH I WOULD BE THE STUPIDEST PERSON IN THIS WHOLE STUPID WORLD AND THEN I WON'T NEED TO CARE ABOUT THIS LIAO...
JUST BECAUSE I GOT LOWER MARKS THAN PREVIOUSLY, EVERYONE'S LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND SAYING THOSE THINGS THAT ARE LIKE A KNIFE IN MY HEART.
WHAT ABOUT THOSE THAT GOT LOWER THAN ME PREVIOUSLY AND NOW?
YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEM.
YOU SAY NOTHING ABOUT THEM.
OK.
I KNOW.
I HAVE SLACKED BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DISCUSS IT WITH OTHER PPL RIGHT?
OR SAY IT WHEN I AM IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOU.
I HEARD IT LOUD AND CLEAR OK?
BUT...I WILL NOT NAME NAMES.
YOU HAVE SUCH DISGUSTING NAMES.
I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SAY I AM VERY WHAT OR SOMETHING, BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THAT U ARE VERY LOUSY AND SLACKING ETC?
WHY DON'T YOU BE IN MY SHOES FOR A WHILE?
YOU ARE WELCOMED YOU KNOW.
WHEN I GET SUCH GOOD MARKS, I AM EXPECTED TO MANTAIN MY STANDARDS, IF NOT, I WILL BE CAST ASIDE AND LOOKED DOWN ON.
I'D RATHER FAIL EVERYTHING THEN DO THAT.
I...
I HATE ALL OF YOU!
I HATE THIS CLASS!
I HATE THIS CLASS'S ATTITUDE!
I HATE MY LIFE!
I HATE MYSELF!
*THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH PQ AND THE PPL INVOLVED. I DIDN'T HEAR YOU ALL TALKING BUT I DID HEAR OTHERS TALKING.AND I WROTE ALL THIS DURING CLASS OUT OF ANGER AND FRUSTRATION, SO DON'T MIND ME. JUZ..............FORGET I EVEN POSTED THIS.MAYBE I WILL DELETE THIS AFTERWARDS. AND PLS. STOP ASKING FOR MY MARKS.I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
sining
shutup and listen;
7:41 PM
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
The Common tests are finally over!!!!ok...so...maybe it was already over yesterday...nvm...
i did super badly for my geography though...
haiz...
must hav something to do with not revising the day before...
and trying to finish the ACC project...
ah well...
it's over...
nothing to do liao...
i did ok for the bio though...
surprised me it did.
i was always horrible with science until now...
omg. dun tell me bio is my thing.
no way.
i dun hav anything against it but.
i hate-no-i mean dun like science.
hate is such a strong word.
NEVER use it!
i mean it!
anyway,
i did SUPER badly for chinese too...
haiz...
i lost to chunmei!
NNNOOO!!!
i will not. i repeat i will not lose to her!
not chinese!
english she beat me is ok.
but chinese?
the humiliation...aaarrrggghhh!!!
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anyway. another sad news...
Mrs yeo is leaving us...(Mrs May Yeo)
NNNNNNNNNNnooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!
i LOVE her!
she ia such a cool teacher!!!!
ah well...
haiz...
let me tell u...
i m not suffering from stress...
but...
DEPRESSION!!!
shutup and listen;
9:40 PM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
YUI playlist.
shutup and listen;
12:07 PM
Sunday, August 05, 2007
i m posting again!
yippee!
but i won't soon...
i've got common tests coming up...
anyway, i really feel like changing my blogskin etc. but i juz dun hav the time...
everytime i switch on the computer, it is to do homework and i m also doing homework right now.
well...not exactly...
cuz i m waiting for zi hui to reply me regarding the english project...
u kno...the newsmaker thing.
i think this post will be pretty short.
i m going to the library soon!
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i hope that the 6d class reunion will be on wed( day b4 national day)...
i miss everyone so much!
Regarding the 6d class committe however, i hav no idea who to vote to be the class chairman and vice-chairman or something like that.
everyone has the ah...leadership qualities.
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i must win wanda for my common test results!
for every subject!
especially my science!
i hav been losing to her, chun mei and clara ever since i can remember...
NNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
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maybe i will just change the song...
home is so boring now...
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假如我们是雨的话，
那我们永远没有交叉点了。
可能我可以
牵引着某个人的心，
就向天空和大地一样
牵引着彼此。
shutup and listen;
3:38 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
Man, I really, really LOVE dance.
It rawks! And so does the seniors!
Today’s dance practice was as usual, fun!
Although we had to do so much pumping and running around.
But hey, we had fun and as Winston said, it is nice to have your friends pumping alongside u.
Oh ya.
I juz went to the 6d blog.
It brings back such sweet memories…
Especially the pics…
I suppose they were put there by shan…
Haiz…
I wonder when the next class reunion would be…
I hope it’s soon…
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Oh ya.
I am officially changing my seats partner tomorrow.
Pei Qi is no longer sitting beside me.
It is now Si Hong.
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Anyway, are my cheeks really so fat?
Chun mei says so…
Boohoo…
And now, so many people are grabbing at my cheeks…
For e.g. Chun Mie, Jian Bin, Wanda and Clara.
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Also, something has been troubling me for quite a while.
Do I really look so depressed and sad etc.?
Ms Tan ( my dance teacher), called me the student that always looks so depressed and Mr Loh(my other dance teacher) told me ( last Friday I think) that he won’t eat me and that I shouldn’t be scared.
Both are said in Chinese of course.
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My group has just come up with a cheer for national day and if I am not wrong, the competition is tomorrow and I dun even know the lyrics( I only know the rhythm) and I hav dance tomorrow!
I don’t wanna miss dance and I don’t wanna miss out on the competiton too…
What should I do?
Oh ya. Speaking about competitions, I remember the drama competition I had just last last month, July.
It was scary…
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深深刺伤我心灵深处的那道声音，仿佛用不歇止的欢呼声。(Bleach, book 26)
shutup and listen;
8:25 PM
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