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Saturday, May 30, 2009



ooh. i juz saw shayue's tag.
so, i shall post abt that.
eh...
let's see.
a few days ago,
we came up wif 4 choices.
mine:
1) SB
2) JS (hahaha!!!)
3) DC (even worse. hahaha!!!)
4) YF
shayue's:
1) RO
2) DL
3) SW
4) JH
yup.



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1:19 PM




Friday, May 29, 2009



today was PTC...
hmm...
my mum wanted to go like 2 hrs
b4 we were supposed to meet the teacher.
but i dragged and dragged,
and in the end,
we arrived in sch abt 1.5 hrs b4 we were supposed to-.-
yup.
hmm...
wad were the teachers comments?
oh yea. i hav a1 for all 3 sciences,
so i can be a scientist...
...
-.-
then my cl shld hav gotten at least a2,
eng too...
yup.
then JT asked my mum if i learn music
(random ryt?)
and i was like no.
and ya, he said i look like a musician...
...
-.-
yea. another potential career.
then my mum told him i like elit,
and he's like oh, mayb i can a career in that area...
...
-.-
is this like some career talk or smth???
lol.
and cai laoshi said i hand up my hwk.
-.-
like real.
he said i hand up hwk that's why my results a2.
huh. it's cuz i dun hand up hwk,
that's why my cl a2, when i'm supposed to get a1...
ahhh...
ohh yea. today's dance.
we danced ayg's front parts lotsa time,
and it was like real tiring...
run here run there,
but it was kinda satisfying,
never been so tired since...
well...
wed...
wed was totally learning the whole finale dance.
and it was even more tiring then ayg.
actually, both are tiring.
ayg is the arms tired
(cuz of the bamboos)
and the finale is the breathless kinda tiring
(cuz there's like jumping and running)
yup.
we danced the finale today.
the first one was horrible,
many ppl including me forgot everything!!!
haiz...
but the second time was way way better.
and laoshi said he's gonna teach the dance to all the other schools,
then all the kids in s'pore will kno how to dance the same dance.
and we're the first to learn it.
how...cool.
hmmm...that's not the right word...
ahhh...nvm...
oh yea.
yesterday, all the sec 3 girls
except huihui, qilin, valerie,
went to the ahh...
music recording studio at around 11.30.
it's escanda(how to spell?) music studio.
yea. the studio is like totally soundproof.
it sounds like...a vacuum or smth.
yea. ur ears will feel like they're ringing inside it.
and when we hit the bamboos,
the sound is like so damn loud,
my ears hurt,
and this time,
it was my right ear.
and that's surprising cuz
it's normally my left ear that can't take loud noises.
then ngee ann poly came to film us...
rachel joanne and jiner went to listen to the shoutings
and helped to like point out where are the right parts
we were supposed to shout or hit the bamboos.
yea.
and the rest of us juz slacked in the studio.
we took a photo wif the escanda guy(wadever his name is spelled as).
yup.
that's all ba...
my mum's screaming at me to pass the com to my bro...
argh...



shutup and listen;
7:00 PM






[Swine flu song] Wash Your Hands Too (Parody of Wonder Girl's 'Nobody')

OMG!!! damn funny!!! haha!!! hahaha!!! hahaha!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha



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6:57 PM




Friday, May 22, 2009



omg. i read this on yui-lover, on yui's feelings towards the illegal diatribution of her music. hee. suppose i'm kinda guilty abt that. but hey, i buy her albums lor.
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i dont think YUI have much contribution in this whole "stop illegal copy" thing. she has to disagree with it because it is sort of common sense, i mean which artist tell you to go purchase illegal copies/things.
1. it'll be bad for their reputation.
2. sony will probably get mad at her...
so maybe she doesnt really care about the people posting her PVs on webs or something else, as long as people still listen to her, love her music and supports her.

nah, dont really know...it was just an assumption.
you cant really tell unless you are like a friend of YUI and actually go ask her these things privately, then she will probably tell you what she really thinks...but i wouldnt know why would you want to talk about that to her = ="but, who knows, maybe she might be the head of the 'no illegal copies" campaign.
lol, YUI with a massive cardboard sign and going on strike down the road with a bunch of fans following her.
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cute huh. i can juz imagine. *screams in excitement*



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10:15 PM








oh man.
today is a v v v v bad day.
let's see.
ryt now, my toe,
the one which i injured ages ago,
yup.
it's hurting like hell.
and i didn't do anything!!!
during dance,
when we were keeping the gym equipment,
i realised my toe was kinda painful.
then i looked dwn,
and it was like overlapping the toe beside it.
yup.
i was like...
hmm...
well, it was juz there,
nth to like feel abt.
yup.
then aft dance, we went to meet the ppl.
and i totally forgot i needed to bring my shoes outta the hall.
i forgot i even had shoes,
so half an hr later,
i realised i had no shoes!!!
and the hall was locked,
and well,
it wasn't around.
how stupid of me.
let's see.
first, i lost TWO water bottles,
the my watch,
and i found it 1 mth later,
only to lose it again within 5 hrs.
yup. i lost it at PA...
and now my shoes.
wad m i gonna lose next?!
my specs?
my phone?
argh!!!
oh and i totally failed chinese oral.
i panicked...
let's ee,
when i was reading on my own,
it was marvelous,
then i went to the teacher,
and started stuttering.
i dunno why!!!
then the convo,
i was like i couldn't hear wad the teacher was saying.
he asked abt cleanliness and the environment,
and my mind totally went BLANK!!!
like a white piece of paper,
only wif the words 'shit' all over it.
i focused everything on cleanliness and forgot abt environment.
it's like wth.
i hav soooooooo many things to crap abt it.
it's like my fav topic of all times.
and i forgot!!!
the the teacher gimme hint abt it,
remindind me,
then ask if i hav anything else to say,
and i was like...
NO...
wth.
i was like CRAZY...
wad to do!!!
i can talk wif the vice principle properly,
and i can't even like form a proper sentence during oral...
sigh...
i wanted to ask the teacher to tell me the question again,
but it was like i opened my mouth,
and nothing came out...
wad to do?!
olevel chinses oral is coming!!!
i'm so dead!!!
i dun wan another repeat of PSLE...
yup.
during psle, i only described like the top left corner of the picture,
then i told the teacher i'm done.
it's like wth!!!
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oh man... and i scored soooooooo badly for mid-yr...
only 3 a1s...
and all sciences...
wth...
physics-a1
and i didn't study at all, cuz i had to concentrate on social studies
bio-a1
sucky man, and i sacrificed my time to study for amaths for it
chem-a1
erxin. even yvonne lim said i could hav done better.
only thing is,
i got the same marks as daichen,
and she praised him,
then 'scold' me...
oh. but i hav a bigger sweet then him xD
and for that,
i'm willing to forgive ms lim.
but i's kinda shocking.
cuz daichen failed like almost every single subject,
the suddenly a1.
yup. i bet jiasheng was damn pissed he lost to daichen.
by 1 mark.
emaths-b3
yup. like shyt man. cuz i so do not get graphs...
sigh...
amaths-a2
another shitty one. i think i'm like one of the minority who scores better for amaths...
since everyone said amaths was harder than e,
but i think e is harder than a...
geog-a2
yet another erxin result.
juz half more mark to first in class.
and no matter how much i beg mr wong,
he dun wanna gimme the half mark...
chinese-b4
i dun wanna talk abt it...
eng-b4
i m obviously horrible in my languages...
social studies-c5/6
yup. exactly why i hate history. stupid source based.
juz cuz i dunno how to ans, even if i get the pints, also wrong.
sigh...
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i dun think there's anymore subjects...
aiieee...
this has been a depressing few days...



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9:11 PM




Monday, May 18, 2009

{HQ} Wonder Girls - Nobody [MV]

hahaha!!! so this is the dance that the crescent ppl are crazy abt. haha. it's nice alright. yup. and the tune of the song's catchy xD. haha. the starting is so funny xD.



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8:18 PM




Friday, May 15, 2009



i miss dance!!!!!!!
can't wait for pa this sun...
that is...
if misa and i know how to get there...
the crescent ppl are away at camp,
and terence ain't replying...
sigh...
can't wait for dance next wed too...
it's like my only source of exercise...
and now...
i'm juz gonna get more unfit...
at least now my bro's going running wif me
in the evening,but it's not enough...
dunno why...
anw,
teppei is so cute!!!
lol.
esp in
'lovely complex'
and
'dragon zakura'
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh...............
oh yea.
yui's 'sea'
keeps replaying itself in my head...
too nice...
but it's giving me a headache...
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aiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!
dargon zakura is so nice!!!
and educational!!!!
seems that studying maths in the morn is the most effective,
as our heads are the clearest in the morn.
and omg!!!
the way the maths teacher teach them maths is so cool!!!
they play ping-pong!!!
and they rly could solve maths better!!!
i sooooooo want a maths teacher like that........
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oooooo
now's the second day maths lesson.
i like wad the teacher said
for exams, you can't say
'there's only one year left'
u must say
'there's STILL one year left'
how inspiring!!!
and wth.
who can calculate
5/3 x 1/4
in like 1 teeny weeny split second.
the second the question left his mouth,
the students all stood up and said the ans
5/12.
ok fine,
so this was a pretty easy question la,
but well...
it's impressive.
juz a day ago, they couldn't solve at this spd,
and the question was so sudden.
ahhh....
this show is my #1 show of all!!!!
ooooo
"math is a aport"
i like this.
but only if it were true,
then i could lose lotsa weight xD
omg!!!! teppei and yamapi SLEEPING!!!!
ohhh....
i'm in heaven...
oooh. wow.
this girl got 55/100 for her maths test on the first day.
on the third day, she got 100/100.
wow.
which shows that,
if u rly wanna learn,
u can do it!!!

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9:37 AM




Thursday, May 14, 2009

Lovely Complex - Teppei Quarrelling Scene

omg!!!!!!!!! the best!!!!!!!!! teppei quarelling!!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!! he shld quarrel more!!!!!!!!!

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8:56 AM






Teppei Koike - Shibatora NG Eng Sub

kawaiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!!!!!!!! wonder where all the scenes came frm... will find out!!! luv the part when he hit his head!!!!!!!!! kawaii~~

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8:54 AM






Wentz and Teppei are a Couple? (Eng Sub)

aiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!! this is so cuttttttttttttttteeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!! TEPPEIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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8:51 AM




Wednesday, May 13, 2009



yui-radio#40!!!

お久しぶりです!!

みなさん!!
お元気でしたか?

茂蔵です。

・・・ん?
こんなに待たせて~

なんで!!
テキスト放送なんだよ!!

って、怒ってる方も
いるでしょ?

本当にごめんなさい!!

YUI RADIO
更新しますよ。

ただ!今日はその前に!!
噂のカップリング曲

「Sea」を
ぜひ聴いていただきたいと

緊急テキスト放送なのですよ。
勘弁してくださいな。

お便りもたくさん
いただいているので

ひとつ紹介させていただきますね。

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奈良県
マービン
男性
中学生

YUIさんSHIGEZOさん バウバウ!こんにちわ。
4月から中学生になりました。
僕もYUIさんのようにアコギで弾き語りをしたいと
思って先輩からギターを借りて練習しているのですが
どうしてもFコードがうまくいきません。
素早く押さえられるようになったのですが
音がきれいに出ないのです。
茂蔵さんでもいいので。笑
アドバイスください。
それとオススメの練習曲があったら
教えてください。
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茂蔵さんでもいいよ。
との事なので

ちょっとだけ
アドバイスすると

左手の親指の位置(ネックの裏側)を
キモチ下のほうに意識して置いてみると

指が立って1弦まで
きれいに音が出やすくなるぞ!!

あとは爪は短く切って
練習あるのみ!

SeaもFコードが出てきますよ。
課題曲にしてもいいかもね!!

さて、Seaとは
YUIさんがふるさとの海をテーマに
歌っているアコースティックなナンバーですよ。

でわ聴いてみましょう!!

"Sea" preview

でわでわ
アウフ ヴィーダーゼーエン!!

茂蔵
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i'm still waiting for the translation.....
only understand i teeny weeny bit...
haiz...
i'm listening to radio#39 ryt now...
luv yui's laugh...
she's saying smth like 'poko desu'??? in a weird(but cute!!!)voice.
the guy too...-.-
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SEA

落ち込んでしまうようなことも
ochikonde shimau you na koto mo
いきていれば当然のようにあるさって
ikiteireba touzen no you ni aru satte
‘There will naturally be times when we are down as long as life goes on’

やわらかな日差しの中に
cryyawarakana hizashi no naka ni cry
Crying in the weak rays of sunlight which embrace me

いつだって教えてくれる
itsudatte oshietekureru
風の中微笑んでいる
kaze no naka hohoendeiru
Smiling while standing in the wind which always shows me the way

ひまわりが咲く季節になったなら
himawari ga saku kisetsu ni natta nara
When the season of blooming sunflowers arrive

あいに行こうあいに行こう
oohhai ni yukou ai ni yukou oohh
I’ll go to meet you, I’ll go to meet you

優しくなれる
yasashikunareru
I am able to become gentle

あの海は今でも窓から見えますか?
ano umi wa ima demo mado kara miemasu ka?
Can that sea still be viewed from the window?

みんな、 みんな、 元気ですか?
minna, minna, genki desu ka?
Everybody, everybody, are you all doing fine?

いつまでも泣いてちゃいけないね
itsumademo naitecha ikenai ne
I cannot always be crying

安らぎの次にはまた試練だって
yasuragi no tsugi ni wa mata shiren datte
After peaceful times challenges will arise again

そんなふうに考えたら苦しくなるのね
sonna fuu ni kangaetara kurushikunaru no ne
Thinking such thoughts is agonizing

思い出は穏やかなまま
cry omoide wa odayakana mama cry
The memories which lay still cry

起こしておきたいのよ
okoshite okitai no yo
I wish to arouse them awake

波の音聴こえてくる
nami no oto kikoetekuru
Hearing the sound of the waves

砂浜を裸足で駆け回っていた
sunahama wo hadashi de kakemawatteita
Running around the sandy beach barefooted

嬉しくて、 嬉しくて
ahhhureshikute, ureshikute ahhh
So happy, so enjoyable

歌を口ずさんだ
uta wo kuchizu sanda
Humming along a song

故郷の空を見上げたりしてますか?
furusato no sora wo miagetari shitemasu ka?
Do you gaze at the sky of your hometown?

忘れてた、忘れてた、
ahhhwasureteta, wasureteta ahhhh
I had forgotten, I had forgotten

いつまでも泣いてちゃいけないね
itsumademo naitecha ikenai ne
I cannot always be crying
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aiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LUV her!!!!!!!!!!!!
the songs so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!
although i've only heard the preview.........
it's sooooooooo like the old times.......
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh................
hey!
if i 'm going east coast to cycle wif dada, toot and grace,
i'm so gonna listen to this song...
so appropriate...
unless i fall down...
lol...
yui..........
luv her so much!!!!!!!!!
like all her other fans,
i agree the she must hav been inspired by shinguu beach....
aiiiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

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11:42 AM