its not love the scars are all because of you.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

read this poem somewhere on the net...
luv u all dancers!!!
will never forget yesterday's perf!!!

Missing all the laughs we've had, and all the tear's we've cried.
Missing all your hug's that tucked me in at night.
Missing all the midnight show's, like the twilight zone.
Missing all the special time's that bonded us so close.

shutup and listen;

2:58 PM

Saturday, June 27, 2009

hmmm...ok...
a quick recap of the camp.
got tanned frm it, cuz of the sun.
lotsa high elements stations.
wan ying was so brave,
but she spent prac 1 hr up there,
and i my fingers were numb
frm holding on to the instructor's harness...
being the belay team is super sian...
and hot...
and STINKY!!!!
washed my hair at least 2 times everyday during camp.
gd thing no overnight cuz of H1N1.
this is the only occasion whereby i'm glad for that.
now, dance.
let's see.
went for rehearsal halfway thru camp on the last day of camp.
that's wed.
the indoor stadium felt smaller than i expected it to be...
haha.
forgot how big it was alrdy...
buut it's quite small for ayg...
also,
i think the ayg performances can be for ndp lor.
sigh...
although the stadium wasn't as big as i thought,
it was hard to get the correct positions.
i always stand too much to the right,
but i feel like i'm exactly behind the person in front of me...
what's it... parallex error or smth.
lol.
so now i'll make myself stand a little to the left,
then it'll be correct...
ah well...
oh ya!!!
yern's dance,
the fan one,
is REALLY NICE!!!
it's...
i dunno...
there's power,
frm the fans and the dance moves,
and they're really zhen3 qi2
shucks. forgot wad it is in eng...
hmm...
their costume is totally cool too.
the girl's one is so high tech.
ok. fine. not very, but v creative,
although it muz hav cost a bomb.
halway thru their dance,
they'll change their red dress to a white one,
and there r lights at the ends of the dress too.
cool huh.
the guys' costume is absolutely...
*fill in the blanks*
it's too nice to describe.
i luv their costumes!
the guys one.
they look like dark magicians in it or smth.
makes them look so cool.
but when they take the costume off, yeah.
mth much nice to see.
haha.
oh ya. leonard was suppose to be in that dance too,
but he was quarantined...
yern suffered the same fate too...
sigh...
stupid H1N1.
it sucks.
evelyn and many others can't dance bcuz they've to be quarantined...
and that is why H1N1 is the most
horrible
irritating
illness? disease? sickness?
of all.
argh!!!
bet the ppl being quarantined r furious that they can't join.
heard frm somewhere that the govt
isn;t checking the atheletes frm other countries
whether they have H1N1.
if that's true,
then that is so unfair ryt???
sheesh.
anw,
today's preview.
argh.
i did so well for the first part!!!
or at least the best i've ever done.
i rmbed EVERYTHING!!!
position correct too.
only thing is,
my slacks kept dropping.
yea. how... suay.
i had to pull it up as discreetly as i could...
hav to rmb to pin the slacks to the dress part on mon.
muz rmb.
aft that,
the long bamboo part,
i almost fell dwn when i went out,
and hit my arm wif the bamboo...
first time...
then when i threw the bamboo,
it flew backwards.
i was like SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but still had to keep on smiling...
hell.
it was the worst mistake i've ever made...
wanna cry...
finale...
was my best ever.
zero mistakes...
mon...
cannot make the wrong mistakes again!!!
muz calm down. yeah.
finale muz be higher.
go crazy.
haha.
man.
contacts suck...
my eyes r like the desert now...
so damn dry.
hav to put eye drops like every 2 secs...
gd thing today it wasn't as bad as yesterday...
phew...
or i would screw the dance up even more...
ohhh!!!
my parents found my wallet!!!!
in the mailbox.
thank you whoever out it there!!!
MUAMUAMUA!!!!
although not 1 single cent is left in my wallet,
all the impt cards r inside.
phew...
so today was...
well,
many suay things happened,
but some gd things happened too,
so...
today wasn't so bad...
mon muz jiayou!!!
AYG!!!

shutup and listen;

10:21 PM

東方神起 Changmin's special video story (日本語＆ENG)

omg. changmin is such a naughty boy... can't believe he watches them. he looks so cute and innocent... can't judge a book by it's cover...

shutup and listen;

9:58 PM

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

ok.... i'll post abt last fri first. hmm... the sec 3 outing.
it was at east coast park.
dumb jian bin bookded a bbq pit almost at the end of the park.
ok, so mayb it wasn't his fault, since there were a lotta ppl,
but we had to walk so damn far!!!
oh!!! i learned how to ride a bike!!!
thx to the great teacher, sasa (misa) !!!!!
lol.
she juz told me to plunk my butt on the bike and juz step the pedal.
hmmm....
yup.
learned in less than 30 mins.
haha.
aft that, when the sky got darker, cuz it's later,
we went back to the bbq pit.
oh ya, qilin and angeline, learned how to ride a bike too!!!
uh... back to the bbq pit.
jeslynn, keelui and shibin were there.
jeslynn and keelui were marinating the chicken and shibin juz got there.
winston met us at the place where we were cycling, in front of the bike rental shop.
hannbin....he was still stuck in NS.
dallan...well, he never appears.
then we bbqed...
and time flew by so quickly.
finally, when everyone was super full,
we realized we had like 3-4 more packets of food.
yup.
then they started throwing food at each other...
actually, they started by competing who can throw the sausage( broken into 3 parts) into the bbq pit,
but ya. unless they stand super near, they missed.
oh. and pearlynn said if we catch 100 planes,
our wish will come true.
then those ppl working at the airport must hav their wishes coming true everyday.
hmm....
ok....
now abt mon.
dance outing at sentosa.
we were supposed to meet at the monorail at vivo city at 11,
but a lotta ppl were late,
so we waited until i think 12+,
then we decided to eat our lunch at food republic first,
since sentosa food is super ex.
and it is!
let's see...
one cup noodle is like $2.20
can drink-green tea is $1.70
bottled green tea is $2.15
ex ain't it???
hmmm...
the outing was.....
hey! it's the first time misa and i went for a dance outing!!!
lol.
hmm...
we went palawan beach and juz...
play by ourselves.
the guys played soccer then the sec 4 girls juz sat in the shade -.-
the sec 3s well...we took lotsa pics.
haha.
and hmm...some of us went into the water, but the rest didn't wanna get wet, although we brought extraclothes.
oh ya!
kee lui can do jae joong's that bloating of the stomach, but the sucking in part wasn't as gd.
but it was creepy. like seriously.
my bro said it's caused by the diagphram? and the sucking in of air?
ah nvm.
ohh!!!! i collected lotsa seashells frm fri and mon xD
haha.
sentosa's beaches are so damn CLEAN!!!!!
and the seashells are nice too.
not a lot of broken ones,
although they are kinda small.
haha
aft that we went back to vivo to watch the movie drag me to hell.
some ppl wanted to watch the ghost of my girlfriend's past,
but misa and i didn't watch either movies, cu z we had to go hme.
ok.
now.
ytd, i had project work...
damn sian leh.
sue-ann's right.
we were pretty bad to the guys- weijian and ryan.
we weredistracted by youtube then ignored the guys completely. haha.
that's the reason why i hate projects.
so in the end,
we juz gave everyone like a part to do, then let the guys go hme.
yup.
then we continued watching youtube. haha.
...
i can't believe i chose to do on education.
it's so hard to find!!!
it's like prac everything in the tb...
sue-ann chose the easiest... divided loyalties....
that's the main thing lor.
sigh...
hav to complete it quickly and send sue-ann...
sch's starting, and ayg's coming...

shutup and listen;

11:30 AM

Friday, June 12, 2009

DBSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha. i change erm...targets? rly fast.
last time it was news and all,
then now DBSK...and SHINee...
haha.
dun wry.
i'll stick wif them xD
i dun rly like the korean language,
but their songs r rly wow.
jope SHINee comes out wif jap songs,
then it will be even better xD
i think max's voice is the best in DBSK.
it's like so damn powerful.
and he's the cutest in the grp!!!
luv his ears and that sweet smile...ahh...
jj...only word to describe him.
no. two words: hot, sexy
yunho....he's cute. haha.
hmm...
nd to go soon...
sec 3 outing...
at east coast park.
we better not be cycling.
i've juz developed a phobia of it...*shudders*
i'd rather go pick seashells.
haha.

shutup and listen;

1:04 PM

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Jaejoong likes to feed DBSK members

JAEJOONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he's so....motherly. haha!!! seriously their mommy. and i luv the way he eats!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*faints*

shutup and listen;

3:31 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

it's been a rly long time since i made a wordy post. haha. all vids. but, this post, is all abt DBSK!!!

YUNHO
Yunho has a stuffed Bambi that he sleeps with (watch the DBSK house tour)
[ok... unbelievable. but...so CUTE!!!]

is also really good friends with Super Junior members Hee Chul and Lee Dong Hae

Knows TaeKwonDo and won 3rd at a world championship for hapkido, when he was in elementary school

Yunho has now porcelain veneers. He started off DBSK with a couple of crooked teeth and a snaggle tooth. He got veneers because his original teeth were causing him problems.

Yunho has a bad habit of sleeping diagonally.

He likes conservatives lady.

He will name his future daughter JiYool.

His childhood dream was to be a lawyer.
[hey! same as me!!!]

Yunho grew his hair in 2006 because he wanted to see if long hair like JaeJoong’s would look good on him

His father didn’t approve of him being a singer but now, he is Yunho’s greatest supporter

He’s very fond with children

He is the most populer among TVXQ with ‘adjummas’ (middle-aged women) or ‘noona’ (older sister) as he likes to address them

Used to talk to crows to help cure depression and loneliness when they first debuted in Japan
[erm...... he's depression must hav been pretty bad...]

He admitted that he had a crush on Eugene from S.E.S

His parents were actually fighting to be the schools president but ended up falling in love with each other

Stage name part of “Uknow” is from his desire to know people and he himself to become know to everyone so stage name in completion is Uknow Yunho

Has a little sister

JAEJOONG

Has 11 piercings (4 in the left ear, 5 in the right ear, 1 in his belly, 1 in his left nipple)
[o.m.g. so much piercings... HOTT!!!! lol...]

Likes eating spicy food. In fact, he ate world’s most spiciest peppers with ease and thinks that Naga Jolokia pepper, with a Scoville (scale of hotness) rating of 1,041,365 would taste good in a dish. Fellow DBSK members complain that Jaejoong, who is the group’s best, and only cook, always prepares food to his taste and not theirs. (SBS’s Exploration of the Human Body)
[ok... i HATE spicy food...sigh...JJ...nvm. opposites attract. lol.]

Enjoys cooking in his spare time
[GAY!!!]

Can text message really quickly and accurately, and likes to use many emoticons in his messages
[GAY!!!]

Calls himself the “expert” at Rock, Paper, Scissors
[erm....erm...]

Fear for Cola (Coke) due to being in a Cola drinking competition in his early ages and passed out
[CUTE!!!! how i wish i were there...sigh...]

Has broad shoulders in contrast with his thin waist line
[S.E.X.Y.]

He likes girls who has pretty hands and feet

Believes he will marry a fan, wants 2 daughters and 1 son
[!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! marry me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

Doesn’t really like his own voice because he thinks it sounds “awkward”
[no way. it's music to my ears xD]

First kiss in the 6th grade (it was a cheek kiss)
[like that also counted?! that means i had mine at the age of 5 *gasps* (mind u it was juz some guy i had a crush on...)]

Hates girls who are very self centered and full of themselves

Childhood dream was to be a grocery store owner, so that he could eat all the cookies
[one word: CUTE!!!]

Broke his leg during “Rising Sun” promotions, rendering him unable to dance or perform with the members for a couple of months

Has a habit of sometimes sticking his tounge out after singing his part on stage performances.
[ooooooo. he can lick me wif it. haha. lol.]

Able to move each of his shoulder blades seperately
[erm... like how? where're the shoulder blades???]

Able to inflate his stomach to 36 inches
[o.m.g. too much info. i'm over imagining things]

Coloured his hair blonde for the first time in late 2006 because Xiah Junsu told him you should try it and see how it looks
[good taste xiah. he looks HOT in it!!! but black hairs hot too!!!]

He likes to use alot of emoticons and anime graphics when texting or mailing
[wasn't this alrdy mentioned???]

Shares a work-room with Micky YooChun

Enjoys eating cereal(with milk) whenever he wants (usually during dinner)

Feels that Japanese Curry mixes really well with rice

Does not make very good “First Impressions”
[huh? my first impression of him was: hot... that's bad?]

Wants to be the Hero in the entertainment industry so stage name is: Hero Jaejoong

Doesn’t like to do dishes
[huh. so he cooks, but doesn't clean up aft that. lol.]

Talkative

Left home to persue dream of becoming a singer

Was part of a band before entering SM

CHANGMIN

He is the tallest, the youngest, and the members call him the most mature in the group.
[seriously?!]

He is known to talk less, and eat more.
[i like that.]

His personal replies to fans on a Korean celebrity website “UFO” are popular on the internet.

He now has 2 piercings(one in left ear, one in right ear) which he got recently.
[cute. not too mush, but enough to make him look HOT.]

His childhood dream was to be tv announcer.
[eh?]

His favorite color is purple.
[yuck. that's like the international gay color]

Wants to be the Best/Max in the entertainment world so stage name is Max Changmin
[a bit like jaejoong]

LOVES to sleep so really hard to wake him up
[oh ya. totally understand him.]

greedy when it comes to music, so sometimes cries when he isn’t satisfied with his singing
[oh my darling baby!!!! so cute!!!]

Best swimmer in the group
[oo. HOT.]

He has a huge appetite
[CUTE!!!! love that.]

tries very hard at schoolwork and reading
[omg. exactly wad i want in my dream guy. ahh...]

Got into one of South Korea’s top universities
[he's smart, cute and hot, the best combination a guy could hav!!!]

i dun particularly like micky and xiah, so...

hold on. yunho's a left hander??? CUTE!!!!!!!!!! xiah and micky too.

shutup and listen;

5:51 PM

Tuesday, June 09, 2009

U-know and Hero dance!!^^

haha!!!
love how jj stuffed the rose back into yunho's mouth xD

shutup and listen;

2:52 PM

O Jung.Ban.Hap-The Story of Changmin's Videos part 2 (FIXED)

FLY MY PRETTIES FLYYYYYY!
hahaha!!!!!!!!!
jj feeding pigeons!!!!!!!!!
haha!!!!!!!!
this is abt max posting porn vids or smth ryt?
haha!!!
commercial break. lol.
haha!!!
jj: come to the dark side, we have harmony
lol.
hahaha!!!
' wtf! wad the pink and purple fuzzy rabbits? is max PMSing? CRAP THEY KNO OR NOES! sunflowers are pretty...'
LOL.

shutup and listen;

2:39 PM

Rising Sun: Story of Changmin's Videos

wth.
hahaha!!!
xiah is shaky.
hahaha!!!
oh and the funniest part was jaejoong's.
smth like ' mars is bright tonight'
lol.
hahaha!!!
and yunho's spazz attack followed by awkward silence.
hilarious!!!!!!!!!
and the part when max sang ' u-know, why?'
when the actual lyrics are 'you know why'
haha!!!
great vid xD

shutup and listen;

2:22 PM

Yunho is jealous?

ok...
but kang ta is a guy frm super junior leh.
lol.
so r the rumours that he's gay...r they true???!!!
and hmm...
when yunho said yesterday was Y.H.,
did he mean himself?
lol.

shutup and listen;

2:07 PM

Hero and U-Know-Headbutt

haha!!! i'm gonna spam post dbsk vids today!!!!!!!
lol.
how could they?
when the manager call them to do it,
everyone looked at yunho and jj.
hell.
yunho wanted to do it wif jj...
GAY...

shutup and listen;

2:04 PM

HERO KISS UKNOW

changmin's expression throughout the whole song... CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

t looked like he was very glad that he had the camera to himself, but then everyone kept on getting in the way.

like around 0:33 when he pulls at jaejoong's arm. it looked like he wanted to ask jaejoong to stop covering his face :)

hahaha!!!! everyone's so irritating!!!!
esp jj. so extra!!!! suddenly pop up. lol.
poor changmin. the witness of their love affair. lol.

shutup and listen;

2:01 PM

U-Know kissing Micky

hahahahhahhahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!
omg!!!!!!!!!! hilarious!!!!!!!!!!!!!
the way yunho kiss micky. ahhaha!!!
and micky's reaction: nothing
hahaha!!!!!!!!!!!

shutup and listen;

1:56 PM

Jaejoong Yunho Sweetshot

ahhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
jaejoong and yunho gay!!!!!!!!!!!!
they're perfect for each other.
2 hotties!!!!!!!!!!!!
jj's actions are so cute!!!!!!!!!!
i luv the part when he fall down.
haha!!!
sadly, they're not gay...
sigh...

shutup and listen;

1:53 PM

Jaejoong pissed yunho off

turn ur volume down when watching this. the screams are horrible. anw, watch carefully. for the first few secs, jaejoong was looking at himself in a mirror or smth, then yunho looked at him for a few secs, then snatched the mirror away. lol. cute!!!! jaejoong is soo vain!!! haha!!!

shutup and listen;

1:47 PM

Monday, June 08, 2009

DBSK no smoking song HQ

alright. fine. the dbsk version is bettrer than shinee's. lol. jaejoong is so cute!!!! everything's cute today!!!!!!!!!!!!

shutup and listen;

4:02 PM

SHINee No Smoking Song

one word: CUTE

shutup and listen;

3:59 PM

SHINee [MV] Noona Is So Pretty REPLAY

AIIIEE!!!!
now i kno why jia hwee is crazy abt them!!!!
they're all so damn CUTE!!!!
(esp TAEMIN!!!)
and i absolutely luv their dance moves!!!!!
i can watch the vid over and over again, without gettting bored!!!!
i've watched 5 times le....
aiiieee!!!!
TAEMIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
lol...

shutup and listen;

3:30 PM

Friday, June 05, 2009

heyhey.
long time no post...
cuz of...
dunno...
let's see wed...
dance was...
i can't rmb...
shucks...
thurs...
that's yesterday...
shit. can't rmb either...
oh ya.
nicholas was hospitalised on sat morn.
the poor thing.
when laoshi told us on sun,
we were like wth is zhu3xi2
ohh.
so it means chairman.
dunno wad happened to him.
they said his lungs failed by 50%.
scary.
the air sacs burst or smth...
v scary...
but nicholas is so fit,
it's almost unbelievable...
sigh...
hope he can get well soon and join ayg...
we all miss him and his funny remarks and all...
oh yea.
the new sec 3 exco xD:
chairman: jianbin ( voted for him!!! lol.)
vice-chair: pearlynn ( voted for her too xD and nominated her:))
secretary: joanne ( hmm... didn't vote for her, but she's gd for this position)
discipline guys: xuan hao ( voted for him. best option among all the nominees)
discipline girls: rachel ( voted for her.)
head of cosmetics: pei xuan (voted for her cuz she looks like somebody with that role...)
heads of props: jingkai ( nominated and voted for him=D)
head of welfare: zhengde ( totally suitable for this role cuz of the pa system=D)
head of costume: phoebe ( nice girl. lol. sounds weird. )
assistant head of costumes MISA!!! (obviously voted for her. she's so cute and responsible!!!!!)
head of publicity: huihui (voted for her cuz... u dun wanna kno the reason. its dumb...)
that's it ryt?
ah nvm...
hmm...
today was let's see...
fun,
but horribly excruatiatingly painful.
and why?
cuz we danced in the boiling parade square,
and our old blisters got fried,
while new blisters were formed, then fried.
yup. and the dark blue parts, were like...
above 70 degree celcius.
mayb 100.
*shudders* at the memory...
i was on the verge of crying...
but of course i didn't.
didn't cry when i fractured and twisted my toe either,
though the blister thing was more painful.
yup.
when we were supposed to clear out of the parade square,
i felt it was the fastest we ever did that.
haha.
everyone's eager to get out of the sun.
the middle of the parade square is the coolest.
those lucky ppl.
hmmm...
i'm so glad tmr no dance...
but sun...
85% chance go pa...
sigh...
hope my blisters heal in time...
oh ya!!!!!!!!!
yui's new single is out!!!!!!!!!!!!
ok fine. it was out 2 days ago,
but hey,
ayg pracs take up most of my time,
so i totally forgot abt it.
thx to sueann, i finally got the song 'sea' full version!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
it's the best song i've heard frm her in ages.
the new ones were a little too noisy for my liking...
but this....
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh............................
ok...........
oh yea.
the ayg costume is disgusting.
we look like the fairies frm barbie fairytopia or smth.
*shudders*
erxin.
and the slacks...
even worse.
frm afar, we look like we grew fungus on our legs.
yuck.
everyone agrees that we shld fire the designer.
haha. lol.
even the ndp costume is way nicer.
but pearlynn thinks differently-.-
but the costume is rly weird.
our dance is so... rough and all,
and we look like fairies-.-
ah well...
we won't die frm that...
it's late, and i'm tired alrdy...
can't rmb wad i wanna write anymore...
oh ya.
yui rocks!!!

shutup and listen;

10:10 PM