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ThEy CaLl Me: sining

d.O.b.: 11-04-94

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yuwen
houchin

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yeshze
wenhui zhixin
miaopei
wanying
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Friday, June 20, 2008



hihi ppl. so what am i doing posting this? my comp is supposed to be spoilt ryt? well. it is. i tried to turn the damn thing on for 2 whole hrs and i m now barely able to use it. eveything is so huge, even the words i'm writing ryt now and u kno wad?! when i write in microsoft words, i write in complete darkness. as in everytime i type on the keyboard, the whole screen goes black and i have to highlight the whole thing just so i can see the words properly when i hav spelt smth wrongly or dunno where i m. yup. I spent 2 freakin' hrs doing 1 pathetic book review. sry about the language. i'm juz really pissed ryt now...grr... well, anyway, on my last post, i said i needed someone to help me continue my percy jackson story ryt? here's it. i forgot. i was too sleepy.
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Intro: Percy and friends are bored at half-blood camp and decide to play a game of truth or dare. Pairings: still deciding…there is AnnabethxPercy of course.

It is the school holidays. Surprisingly, I had managed to survive a whole school term without blowing the school up (although it came close to that a couple of times). Actually, not so surprising, since Kronos and Zeus had somehow formed some sort of agreement that they should all have a holiday before the ‘ending of the world’/’the saving of the world’ resumes. But of course, I am still attacked by monsters frequently, because that’s what monsters do. Attack heroes. There were fewer attacks because some monsters think of it as a pastime while others think of it as a job. So anyway, I should be glad right? No. Life has just turned boring. I’m stuck here in camp half-blood for another month with no monsters trying to eat me, no ’saving the world’ crap. NOTHING. Just staring at the wall opposite me. Even Clarisse is too bored to bother with me. Even Annabeth is bored, after reading finish practically every book there is about architecture in the world. And guess what? We are all sitting together in one big group, me, annabeth, Clarisse, Chris, Grover, Tryson, and a few other kids from the other cabins, just staring at each other in boredom. We could create a club if this goes on any longer. We could call it the “bored ppl club”. Glover has just fallen asleep beside me.
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that's all. now i'm feeling sleep...stupid comp...



shutup and listen;
10:33 PM




Wednesday, June 18, 2008



oh ya! i juz rmb smth!!! i'm currently writing a few fanfics. one for twilight, one for the percy jackson series and one for bleach. for the twilight fanfic, i'm writing a sort of talkshow where we get to ask the characters questions...so erm...if anyone has any ideas, pls tell me!!! i might consider doing a truth or dare for twilight too...we'll see...i muz hav time first...oh and the percy jackson one ryt, i'm doing a truth or dare fanfic. i'll giv u the intro of the story at the end. pls tell me how to continue!!! as foe the bleach fanfic, i'm doing fine...so ya...when i hav time i'll post it, but that is if i hav a lot of time. ciz the bleach fanfic is pretty long. i haven't even taken out time to put it on fanfiction.net!!!ah well... i doubt i'll hav enough time for a while after this. cuz i'm moving hse in 2 wks time and i haven't even finished my hwk!!! i haven't been handing up my hwk on time for the first school terms. therefore, i'm so gonna make term 3 a new start and also, get huang laoshi of my back for not handing up hwk. hmm...oh ya. i juz realised smth. i luv chemistry!!! in fact, it's my fav subject ever!!! after maths of course... and guess wad. i have never evr handed up a chemistry hwk on time. u can ask xinhui since she's the chem rep. i juz keep forgeting to do the hwks or bring them...hehe...which comes to show that, if u dun hand up ur hwk on time, u will get pretty gd marks...lol. i'm juz joking. of course i dun get gd marks...ah well...as long as i luv the subject...oh. and it's so not bcuz of the teacher. i admit he's really fun and all but nope. i'm not part of his fan club...lol. i'm sleeping very late in the night nowadays...can't bear to leave the comp...ah well...i nd to slp...my mum juz exclaimed smth...jotted me outta my half-sleep...i'm sleep-typing ryt now...lol...i miss dance... one wk without dance is boring and unfit. since i juz lie around all day, as in seriously juz lie down on the bed and read or slp. not healthy. i only get up to shower or eat. wait. wad the hell am i talking about...i'm juz typing random stuff...argh...i nd to slp...



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10:35 PM








omg. i juz read this really scary thread on yui's fansite.
YUI 盛岡に滞在、地震で跳び起きた

 岩手・宮城内陸地震が起きた14日朝、盛岡市内に人気シンガー・ソングライターのYUI(21)が滞在していた。激しい揺れに跳び起き、携帯電話のメールでスタッフらと安否を確認した。

 YUIは全国22会場を巡るライブツアーの岩手公演を13日夜、盛岡市民文化ホールで行い、そのまま総勢約40人のツアースタッフとともに盛岡市内に滞在。午前8時43分ごろ、激しい揺れで跳び起きた。同行していたスタッフによると「部屋の中の家具などが倒れそうなほど大きく激しい揺れだった」という。

 すぐに携帯電話でそれぞれが安否を確認しようとしたが、3時間近く全くつながらない状態。そこで携帯メールを使ったところ、YUIから「大丈夫」と返事が来るなど連絡が取れ、直接部屋を訪れるなどして全員の無事を確認した。

 14日は移動日で、15日の公演地の青森へ向かって正午に出発。YUIは「びっくりした」と話し、実際に地震の恐怖を体感したこともあり、ファンの無事を祈るとともに大きな被害に心を痛めていたという。

 YUIが盛岡市内に滞在していたことはファンも知っており、公式ホームページの掲示板には安否を心配する書き込みが相次いだ。これを受け、スタッフが午後、「あす(15日)の青森市文化会館の公演は予定通り行います。ただ岩手・宮城内陸地震の影響で余震活動が続いております。決して移動等に無理をすることなく、ご注意して会場にお越しください」とYUIとの連名でコメントを発表。YUIらの気遣いに、ファンたちはさらに感謝のメールを寄せている。
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my god!!! my darling yui!!! i'm like so glad she wasn't hurt!!! i hate reading newspapers or watching the news so i didn't kno about the earthquake...my god...i'm gonna start reding and watching now...lol. anyway, yui was stuck for like 3 hrs!!! ok. so she wasn't exactly stuck...juz lost contact...but man...that was so close...i wonder how she's doing now...obviously not traumatised or smth, but ya. oh ryt. for those who dunno wad i'm talking about, here's a translation. but it isn't very correct... it's a online translation. can't trust them too much...
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 The 14th morning when Iwate Miyagi inland earthquake occurred, YUI of popularity Singer [songuraita] (21) stayed in Morioka city. It jumped to the shaking which is extreme and occurred, verified the staff and others and safety with the mail of the portable telephone.
 YUI the 13th night, to do the Iwate performance of the live tour which is related to the nationwide 22 meeting place with the Morioka citizen cultural hole, that way with entire spirit approximately 40 tour staffs stay to Morioka city. 8:43 AM around, it jumped with the shaking which is extreme and occurred. According to the staff whom you have accompanied “the extent the furniture and the like in the room may collapse, it was the shaking which is extreme largely”, that you say.
 Directly, it tried that each one will verify safety by the portable telephone, but nearly 3 hours when it is not connected completely. When the portable mail was used, e.g., communication takes, visits the room directly doing, you verified the safety of everyone then e.g., “all right” and the reply comes from YUI.
 14 days at portable day, facing to Aomori of performance area of 15 days, start to noon. As “you were surprised”, you say YUI, you pray the safety of the fan partly due to the fact that really it fears earthquake bodily sensation, it is heart to big damage that it hurt.
 It has known also the fan, that YUI stayed in Morioka city, the entry which is worried about safety followed one another in the bulletin board of the official home page. This is received, the staff does in the afternoon, “tomorrow (15 days) as for performance of the Aomori city cultural center according to schedule. Simply aftershock activity is continued with influence of Iwate Miyagi inland earthquake. Never noting without overstraining in movement and the like, that please cross over to the meeting place”, announcing comment with the joint signature of YUI. The fan furthermore moves aside the mail of appreciation to the worry of YUI and others.
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i kno it sounds weird...i found it weird too...k...here's what her fans hav to say about it. i only grabbed the funny ones...

1)OMG that so horrible... i hope shes fine..
but on the other hand...
its soo cute to imagine..
"WAHHH!!! duck and COVER!!"


2)I wonder if YUI said...
"Oh My God!"
when it started to quake.
just to give a brighter side out
LOL

3)i just imagined a panicking YUI shouting....
"GAhhHHHhHHh OOoooohhhh MY GOOOuuuuD "(like how she said it in that one YUI radio)
and hugging her guitar under a table..
(do i put a very mo-e image in everyones head!?)

4)omg... i didn't know YUI ... but i saw on the news... those landslides and 9 deaths.. thanks goodness she's alright though LOL... the saving the guitar part!! i think she'll do that... but doesn't she have to find the guitar that she like the best, she has so many guitars!!

5)dood have you like thought of every situation. You are mind stalking her NOW thas obsessed.
I dont YUI will be that scared.
The staff prob more scared than her
"PROTECT YUI-SAMA!!!"
YUI-"What??"
people bundle her under table or something and stand guard outside.
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that's all... YUI!!!




shutup and listen;
9:06 PM




Tuesday, June 17, 2008



omg!!! i juz grabbed these wondeful pics of YUI frm her fansite!!! she's so cute!!! omg!!! most of them r frm her latest single, summer song. the ones wif the goldfish.

yup. a goldfish. she's so pretty in this
a pic frm her latest single, summer song.
another pic of yui wif the goldfish.another one frm yui's single.my fav pic. yui's so cue and pretty here! i luv it when she smiles!!! she has such a sweet smile!!!yup. shocking pic. i was like woah is this yui? i mean. yui's wearing heels!!! so uncute!!!haha!!! lol.
!!! ya. this is even more shocking than the prev one. yui wearing specs?!yui looks weird wif specs...oh ya. this is taken fr her drummer's diary.i like the yui in the middle. v cool.i dunno if u can see the pic, as in the animated one, but it's yui wearing a RING and smiling.!!!yui and the peace sign. PEACE!!!XD
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that's all. YUI!!!



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9:39 PM




Wednesday, June 11, 2008



omg. can someone pls tell me where to download animes for free. the full version, mind you. i wanna watch d-gray man!!! but youtube seems to hav deleted all of them!!! y?!!!!? i hate youtube!!! well...anyway, i think i'm gonna upload more music and stuff up this blog. that's illegal isn't it? man. i dunno wad to do... i'm really confused and frustrated ryt now... not bcuz of yoututbe. nah...that's so minor. arghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i nd YUI to get more songs out!!! i'm going mad...arrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i can't stand this anymore!!!



shutup and listen;
8:40 PM




Tuesday, June 10, 2008



hahaha. i juz got this really cool TOP THINGS U SHOULD NEVER SAY TO EDWARD CULLEN list. it's so funny. especially if u luv him. like me!

1. Tell him that Bella really is dead.
2. Lock him in a room with Jacob.
3. Beat Edward at chess
4. Tell him that Bella ran off with Jacob.
5. Replace all his CD's with techno music.
6. Tell him that he's sparkly.
7. Do not serenade him.
8. Push him in the sunlight.
9. Kill an animal in front of him
10. Tell Edward that there are thousands of posers on Myspace pretending to be him.
11. Tell him that he smells good.
12. Ask him to eat something.
13. Ask him if he got contacts.
14. Beg him to do your homework for him.
15. Ask him to bite you.
16. Ask him if you "dazzle him."
17. Tell him that you love him.
18. Ask him if you take a picture of him..will he show up.
19. Ask him to stand in front of a mirror.
20. Drive a van into him.
21. Ask him what his blood type is.
22. Jump off a cliff.
23. Put Bella in peril.
24. Ask him how old he is.
25. Run around screaming "The Volturi are coming! The Volturi are coming."
26. Tell him to change you.
27. Tell him that he is not the hottest vampire.

yup. some r not really nice, but it's pretty cool.



shutup and listen;
12:10 PM




Monday, June 09, 2008



alright. this is like the first post in days. i didn't hav time. cuz uh... well...i was kinda busy, what with all the moving hse, dance pracs and stuff. so anyway, i simply hav to post this post. yesterday was a day to remember for life. it was so sad, touching and everything else yesterday. k. so starting frm the top. we had dance prac at marina bay for ndp and it was really tiring but really fun (as usual) and i wouldn't be surprised if my 2.4 improved...again. haha. hmm...let's see. shin gave denise a letter as denise's belated b'dae prezzie. the letter was so cute...juz lik hsin. haha. yup. the letter was nice...and cute...did i mention that? the dance prac was frm 3-8.30. we ate at about 6.20...i think. the dinner was pretty ok, considering that the last one was ugh. we sweated a lot, but not as much in bedok camp, now that i think about it. it wasn't very hot yesterday. phew. let's hope that it isn't for the other days as well. as long as it doesn't rain of course. we got the actual props and they r really flimsy. u can actually bend the board a little and the handle's kinda loose too. i think they r gonna change the props or smth, since lot of ppl got cut or hurt by the splinters frm the wood etc. oh ya. there were a couple of times, when i was running, a sharp pain juz shot through my knee, but fortunately, it was always when the dance was ending. poor denise. her knee's worse than mine. *pats denise on the head. k. so here comes the sad part. when we returned back to school after the bus ride, we had to gather at the parade square. ya. then nicholas and tian jun scolded us for our attitude etc. it was kinda sad. i mean...dance wasn't like this last yr, and it sure wasn't last time, yrs ago...the dance spirit juz disappeared...bit by bit...every yr. but yesterday, a little bit of it came back. omg. it was so sad. as our punishment, we had to do 50 pumpings. but, it's like that. if the sec1s do smth wrong, it's the sec2s fault for not teaching them correctly, but it is the sec3s fault for not teaching the sec2s to teach the sec1s correctly. so, at the end of the day,, when the sec1 and2s get punished, the sec3s hav to get double. and so, the sec 3s had to do 100 pumpings yesterday. at first, the sec1 ans 2s were only supposed to do 50 pumpings and then stay in the push up position and watch the sec3s finish the res, but after a while, the sec1 and 2s gradually begin to join in the pumping with their seniors. after 80, evelyn told us not to do, but then tian jun asked us if we wanted to do the last 20 and we were like 'yes'. oh ya. and when we did the first 50, it was like so damn sad. after we finished 50, there was a shout, '45', then '46'...it was jian hao. he got hurt during the dance(i think it was nose bleed and smth else...not sure...) and it's like he was really struggling to comlete the 50 pumpings. it was so sad. i mean, can u imagine it? when everyone has finished doing, jian hao was like in so much pain and yet he still wnated to finish it...omg...i wanna cry. everyone was so quiet when he did his remaining pumpings. and u could only hear his lone voice shouting in the parade square. it was like so...sad...and lonely...nicholas, tian jun, liang yuan, evelyn, merrien they all were like 'stop doing, jian hao', 'dont' do anymore.', 'if cannot then don't do anymore' and all that. my god...that's like so sad...it's so sad i can't think up any other adjectives to describe it, except sad...lots of ppl cried yesterday...id didn't though. misa was like 'hey. i'm surprised that u didn't cry.' lol. i never cry when it comes to real life stuff, my life. i only cry for ppl in books, shows, animes, wadeva. anything that isn't reality. i mean come on. look. when i was p6, during the graduation ceremony, i did not shed one tear. not the day after that or any other day after that. i only cried 2-3 wks later. i mean how slow can i get? i juz can't cry when it comes to the real stuff. i'm weird...k. so..that's about it. *sniffs. i've got a horrible sore throat and flu now...wah...oh ya. on the happier note, YUI juz got a new song. it's called'Summer's Song' it's the girl's perspective of summer. ya. the complete opposite of 'Laugh Away', which is the guy perspective of spring. or at least, that's wad i got frm her fansite. k. now, back to the dance spirit. i hope that, we will be able to get a little back, however little, every single time we hav dance together, hav fun together, get punished together and everything else. i luv dance!!! now, let's say the dance cheer!!!
Nan Hua dance is dynamite,
and if u mess with dynamite,
it goes tick-tick-tick-tick
BOOM! dynamite!
boom-boom-boom-boom
dynamite!
NAN HUA DANCE IS DYNAMITE
AND IF U MESS WIF DYNAMITE
IT GOES TICK-TICK-TICK-TICK
BOOM! DYNAMITE!
BOOM-BOOM-BOOM-BOOM
DYNAMITE!
NAN HUA DANCE IS DYNAMITE
AND IF U MESS WIF DYNAMITE
IT GOES TICK-TICK-TICK-TICK
BOOM! DYNAMITE!
BOOM-BOOM-BOOM-BOOM
DYNAMITE!



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11:59 AM