its not love the scars are all because of you.

Monday, May 26, 2008

hmm...let's talk about sat. there was dance. frm 8-12. we went to bedok camp (ya. that army camp) and it was like scorching hot. we were like running and dancing under the hot hot sun. haha. but it was really fun. especially the bus ride back to school. i luv the lunch they gave us. pixxa hut's chicken wings and garlic bread. but it's not very filling though. hehe. i hav a huge appetite. my sweat was like dripping non-stop. ask yilin. she was like 'woah.sining.' haha. i was raining on a sunny day. lol. i'm not making much sense am i? ah well...i'm currently listening to some jesse mccartney song. let me check wad is it. OooO. it's called how do you sleep. i still prefer leavin though. it's the nicest song. ok. so i juz read finish another bk today. it's called templation by jude deveraux. it's really romantic and i cried reading it. not that there is any sad parts in it. it's juz that...i dunno. i felt like my chest was like erm...constricting when i read it. it's really nice. the girl, the main character, she's so headstrong. she rocks man. it's set in the past so ya. women weren't given much opportunies but the girl in th bk, she well...she stands up for the rights of women. co cool. and nice. and interesting. lol. k. oh ya. yesterday, on sunday, i went to attend my bro's running competiton. he was running 2 relays and a 600m run. and i saw samuel there. i was like hey. isn't that samuel's sister , serene? then i looked up. woah. that's samuel. we didn't say hi or anthing. juz pretend we dun recognize each other. hehe. i didn't say hi for fear that he would look at me and say 'do i kno u?' man. then, i went for tuition afterwards. for make-up lessons. and guess who i saw there. an lynn. wow. meeting two primary school-mates in one day in two diff places is so...uh...cool.

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12:37 PM

Friday, May 23, 2008

Leavin' - Jesse McCartney [Official Music Video]

eww. i juz saw this vid. yuck. i mean i luv the song and all but eww. the girl sux and y muz the vid b like that?! jesse is so sick. but he's cute. i mean hot. ya.

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5:55 PM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

this is gonna b the shortest post ever cuz i wanna play audi. k. so. today, mr liu taught us this cheer. R-A-F-F-L-E-S F-U-C-K-O-F-F. cool huh. not that i'm vulgar of course. i hav nothing against raffles ppl too. but this is frm mr liu. i'm juz repeating wad he said. ha! blame it all on him!!! haha. it's cuz his school didn't like raffles ppl that's y like that. well then. byee!

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8:59 PM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

omg! i juz read this super duper sad saddist crazy book today. it was a little rushed cuz well...i had to return it back to wanda for her to read by the end of school. i spent like the whole history class reading at least 3/4 of the book. i was like tearing up almost every single pg lor. so i had to like juz skip most of the parts to something else not so bad. it's like so sad lor. it's called "a child called 'it' " by dave something. i think it was pelzer or something. it is like a true life story of the author himself. it's about child abuse. he's mother was like perfectly normal at first. she's really nice and well...juz ur typical mother. then, one day, she juz changed. i think she was changing already but that day was the huge change. ya. so she began calling dave and his brothers to do the chores and stuff. and she started beating them and scolding them. but afterwards, she only called dave to do everything. she started giving him room corner treatments as punishment then he was upgraded to the mirror treatment, which is she smashes his head against the mirror and wif his head still against the mirror, he was suppose to chant 'i'm a bad boy' or smth. i forgot. ya. there were this small incidences that anyone who has read the book will always rmb. like the time when she smeared dave's face wif his baby brother's diapers which were full of poo. and then, she demanded him to eat it. eww!!! yuck!!! i was like so horrified and disgusted when i read that part. how could a parent do this to her own child!? dave's father was even worst. he tried to help dave but he's really actually a coward. he didn't even try to stop his wife's madness. he only escaped it by going to work and leaving the hse at the end. he was dave's hero! how could he do this to dave!? man. i was like really angry lah. ask angeline. then there was another time when she 'accidentally' stabbed dave and dave still forgave her! he loves her, that fool. but i suppose u can't hate ur mother can u? no matter how bad she is to u. but really. she doesn't deserve it. the way she abused dave by hitting him and brainwashing him, telling him that he was a bad boy. and dave is so stupid to belif that too. he's not stupid k. he scored really weel during tests and i'm really surprised cuz those bangs on the head should hav affected him somehow. oh ya. and she tried to burn him on the stove and she even made him drink detergent and ammonia. i was like omg. i feel this urge to juz tear the book apart, as if that would stop her frm doing those horrible stuff to dave. she even tried to gas him to death in the toilet. i mean like. omg. how cruel is that. she starved him for 10 days too. 10 freaking days! all he survived on was tap water. i was like skipping this part a lot cuz i didn't wanna cry in front of the class. i only get emotional at hme where i can scream and cry do whatever i want. k. so. the mother is like so sick. as in sick in the mind and really medically ill. it's a wonder dave ddin't die after all these years of torture. i'm like so full of admiration for him. i'm gonna go to the library to borrow his other two books, sequels to this story. it's so nice lah. i told my mum the story too. she was like...horrified. oh ya. i didn't study for the maths test today, so i can be prepared to fail or smth. i totally forgot how to draw a stem-and-leaf diagram and how to read an dot diagram and how to find compund interest. i'm like so dead lah. i dont' think i got the indices and standard form questions ryt too. haiz...ah well... anw, tmr is the last day of school. yay? i still hav to go back to school though. for the parent-teacher meeting stuff and dance. i'm so looking forward to dance. today was real fun. but super duper tiring. i was like aching all over and still am after dance.
YUI rox!!!<3
*signing out*

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8:36 PM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

yoohoo ppl! missed me? aww...i missed u too... hehe...juz being random here. k. so. hmm...OooO. let's talk about last thursday, 15 may i think. not sure abou the date. haha. so...y am i talking about so long back? cuz it was denise's b'dae! come to think of it, i still haven't given her her b'dae prezzie. shoot. nd to rmb to pass it to her tmr...hmm...so. misa, lynette and i went wif denise to JEC(jurong entertainment centre) to take neoprints. yup. that's all we did. we took the bus 198(i think that's the number...i forgot...) wif gregory(that super "shuai" guy in tennis) and denise was all "omg! gregory!!!" lol...those weren't her ezact words of course...i think. sry. there's gonna b lots of i thinks, since i hav such a horrible memory. oh ya. there's maths level test tmr. i'm so gonna study for it. wow. this is like the first maths test i hav ever studied for in this two years...lol...hehe. or mayb i won't...sonce i still hav to do my elit hwk, the one on the love letter and the character thingy. man.i'm like so gonna write this damn sweet love letter frm paulas(or smth) to what's-her name(i forgot)? hmmm...sorry. being super random here. hehe. now. back to the thursday trip. after alighting the bus, we went to the mrt station cuz denise had to go meet someone for her blogshop thing. after that, i went to popular to buy a bleach manga. then, we went to jec for neoprints. by the time we finished taking and designing one, it was like 5 already. so we quickly went to take another one and i think we finished at around 6.the neoprints are still wif misa. since we didnt' hav time to choose that day. hmm. we still haven't chosen. it's wif misa cuz she was suppose to scan them into her com. yup. i'll try to put them up later. note that i said try. anw, OooO. my parents bought a new sofa set and dining table yesterday for our new hse. seems like we r moving hse at the end of june. which means frm term 3 onwards, i seriously hav to go hme myself most of the time. but not to school. hehe.hmmm... oh ya. i juz read finish the fourth book of the percy jackson series and it's like so funny lah.
so...here's a little background on the book. percy jackson is this guy who is half-human and half-god, which is also known as a demigod. he's mother's human and his dad's poseidon. u kno, the greek god of the sea. anw, ya. so this bk is mainly about greek legends and stuff. he has these friends: annabeth(i think he likes her...), grover(he's a satyr), tyson(he's half-brother, a cyclone sired by obviously the father of all cyclones, poseidon. wait. u do realise that i mean the one-eyed mosnsters, not the natural disaster ryt?) and many others. but this 3 are his main friends. ya. so the titan king, kronos was waking and ya. he's evil so there's gonna b a war and percy and friends had to save the world. oh ya. in the greek legends, there's this mt. olympus ryt/ this place where the gods lived in. ya. in the story, it is on the 200th storey of the empire stae building in new york. lol.haha.so... here are some quotes that i find so damn hilarious.
-annabeth was very frustrated then percy hugged her.
"Behind me, somebody cleared his thoat. It was one of annabeth's half-brothers, Malcolm. His face was bright red.'Um, sorry,' he said. 'Archery practice is starting, Annabeth. Chiron said to come find you.' I steepd away from Annabeth,'We were just looking at maps,'I said stupidly. Malcolm stared at me.'Okay.'"
haha! funny ain't it! percy is so cute!
-Nico(this little boy who is the son of hades and thinks that percy killed his twin sister so he hates percy) was trying to summon the dead to tell him stuff.
"He turned it upside down and shook the fries and hamburger into the grave. 'In my day, we used animal blood,' the ghost mumbled. 'It's perfectly good enough. They can't taste the difference.' 'I will treat them with respect,' Nico said. 'At least let me keep the toy,' the ghost said.
'Be quiet!' Nico ordered. he emptied another twelve-pack soda and three more Happy meals into the grave, then began chanting in Ancient Greek. I only caught some of the words-a lot about the dead and memories and returninf from the grave. Real happy stuff."
lol. percy is so sarcastic.
-little monsters in school(how cool)
"As a young sea demon matures, the narrator said, changes happen in the monster's body. You may notice your fangs getting longer and you may have a sudden desire to devour human beings. These changes are perfectly normal and happen to all young monsters."
not very funny. but wait till u read the next one.
-percy gets cornered by those monsters.
"'new lesson, class, I announced. 'Most monsters will vaporize when sliced with a celestial bronze sword. This change is perfectly normal and will happen to you right now if you don't BACK OFF!'"
haha. get it?
-dionysus, the god of wine, who was punished into being the camp head or smth goes back to the camp.
"Dionysus sat down and crossed his legs. he snapped his fingers and a satyr hurried forward with a palte of cheese and crackers and a diet coke. The god of wine looked around at the assembled crowd. 'Miss me?' The satyrs fell over themselves nodding and bowing. 'oh yes, very much sire!' 'Well, i did not miss this place!'Dionysus snapped..."
haha. weirdo.
yup. there's another one about poiseidon meeting percy's would-be step-dad and some blowfish joke but i kno u guys are gonna b so bored reading so much words.
oh ya. i read finish another book yesterday at popular. i had to rush, since i had very little time to read it only.here's a nice quote frm the book. i'm not very sure cuz i took a picture of it wif my phone. hehe. oh ya. it's another book about teenagers saving the world. the main characters are Max, Flank, Angel, Nudge, Iggy, and a guy whom i forgot his name. Max and Flank has a thing gling. and note that Max is a girl. hehe. it's the fourth book in the maximum ride series by kames patterson. he's books rock.
White is the colour of little bunnies with pink noses.
White is the color of fluffy clouds fluffing their way across the sky.
White is the color of soft-serve ice cream in a cone.
White is the color of angel's wings and Angel's wings.
White is the color of brabd new ankle socks fresh out of the bag.
White is the color of crisp sheets in schmancy hotels.
White is the color of every last freaking, god-danged you see for endless miles and miles if you happened to be stuck in antartica trying to save the world, which now you are so sure you can do because you feel like if you see anymore whiteness-Wonder bread, someone's underwear teeth-you will completely and absolutely lose your only lovin' mind and wind up pushing a grocery cart full of empty cans around New York city, manuevering in your..."
i don't know what's after that. can't see. i know it doesn't sound ryt but ya. it's frm a picture i took wif my phone. how clear can it be?!
well. then. that's all. now for the neoprint pics. i look like a ghost...

k. so after seeing these, u hav to agree that misa and i do not look alike!!! more than 13 ppl hav said it already. we lost count. haha.kk. guess which one is decorated by moi. obviously the ugliest. keep guessing.

YUI rox!!!

*signing out*

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5:35 PM

Thursday, May 08, 2008

declan!!! my new craze!!! i juz watched a few of his videos on youtube. he's like so cute lah. the videos were all taken juz recently when he went to china for his concert. he's still in china. since the concert is somewhere this month.
it's juz so cute lah. the way he gets stalked by his fans!!! at first, he's grinning and all and signing autographs and talking, but in the end, he tried really hard not to look at the cameras. poor declan!!! and there was this comment where someone said "geez give him some space people he is human even if he sings like a god" i totally agree. haha. he's juz so cute lah!!! and i luv how he spends christmas wif his family. their house isn't v big, like an average family's but cozy. i luv declan!!! he doesn't look like his parents though.sorry. juz being random. although this post is gonna b full of radom stuff...hehe...hmm...oh ya. YUI has gone on lots of radio stations recently. i'm so proud of her!!! she so damn deserves lots of love frm around the world. haha.

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8:39 PM

Monday, May 05, 2008

shyt! shyt! shyt!
i'm like so dead!!!
i hate my bros!!!
they r the world's most
disgusting,
unfair,
cruel
brothers in the world.
and i'm not exaggerating.
this is juz the tip of the ice berg.
i seriously seriously
hate them!!!
when i was having
a nice time
having chem extra lesson
and dance,
my bros
opened my locker
and read my diaries.
no kidding.
all 5 of them...
omg...
i wanna die...
wad did i write about
in my diary?
well...
hmm...
eg. my crushes(shyt!)
my anger
the happy stuff.
yup.
and the most important thing
is the crushes part.
they told my mum!!!
kieuseru!!!
so...
ya...
the last time
i wrote
in my diary,
was like 2 yrs ago.
and ppl can change in 2 yrs ryt?
i mean,
i admit.
i was a little childish back then.
but come on.
most of the things i wrote
in the diary
were written
on a burst of anger
or impulse.
i wasn't thinking straight.
i don't think about my actions
now that i think about it.
hmm...
anw,
ya.
so...
u see...
i shan't like keep this a secret anymore,
since i don't think like that anymore,
and erm...ya.
it was 2 yrs ago for godsake!
well...
i wrote that i luv marcus and all..
eww...
juz thinking about it givs me the creeps.
yikes.
wad was i thinking?!
eww.
man.
he's juz a friend and all.
and it was juz a crush!!!
no biggy!!!
and they simply
had to make a huge deal out of it.
oh.
puh-lease.
anw,
they were like invading on my privacy lor.
who has bros like that?
i can't wait t move house.
grr....
then i shall hav my own room to myself.
i HATE my bros!!!!
and i'm never taking my word back.
never!!!
grrrrrrrrr........
......................................................
anw,
on a happier ti=one,
i'm so glad that
declan has become
so popular in class!!!
almost everyone loves his songs!!!
and their no. 1 fav is
tell me why
it's a really nice song.
and i think that he sings
way better when he was young.
and that he looks better when he was young.
ahh....
declan....
he's so cool!!!
juz like YUI.
we musn't forget YUI of course.
after all,
she's still my no.1 idol.
YUI!!!

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7:17 PM

Friday, May 02, 2008

Declan Galbraith（デクラン）　Behind the scenes von

omg!!! u can hear declan's voice in this!!! he's voice is so cool!!! i love the way he talks!!! so cool!!! i luv him!!! and at the ending part, he says that in ten yrs time, he sees himself with a partner and prob children!!! ah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how cute!!!!!! and he said bcuz of that he may b able to write better love songs!!!!!!!!!!!! and he is currently not attached cuz it's too busy and stuff!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so crazy about him!!!!!!!!!! juz like i was wif YUI. hehe...XD

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8:02 PM

omg! today is a day of celebration!!! cuz. i got A for all my napfa stations except for standing broad jump and shuttle run which i got B. grr... well. anw, i improved!!! by lots!!! and i finished the sit up target(31) and there was still 10 seconds left!!! i luv me!!! man. i'm so proud of myself...hehe...oh! and one more thing to celebrate. i handed up my chinese hwk!!! when more than 3/4 of the class didn't hand up. wad a shocking surprise eh? seeing as i don't hand up my hwk in time these days. hehe. especially chemistry and chinese. hehe...hmm. oh! and today is the first time i cried in nanhua!!! as in first time cried not bcuz of a super sad show or sumthing. like i did at the beginning of the yr. nah. it was bcuz, during napfa, grace's head juz smashed into my face when she was doing sit ups and ya. the pain brought tears into my eyes. actually, it wasn't very painfil, but for dunno wad reason, the tears juz started flowing. i was like so shock that i forgot to count how many sit ups grace did. yup. and it's like i was smiling all the way while the tears juz kept coming. weird... haha. grace, u r so lucky i hav such a strong nose and that i didn't bleed all over u. u r so lucky i don't hav nose bleeding probs. hehe. hmm...yup that's all. yay! declan!!! i'm coming to watch ur videos!!!

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7:50 PM

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Declan Galbraith live in China 21.10.07

omg!!! this is like one of the few live videos of declan singing without lip synchronising!!! he's so cute at the beginning!!! u can see that he's actually very scared. so cute!!!

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4:01 PM

declan!!! he's so shuai!!! yet so unreachable...i luv him!!! he's so cute!!! cute as in the little boy kinda cute. not wanda's kind. hehe.

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3:56 PM