its not love the scars are all because of you.

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ThEy CaLl Me: sining

d.O.b.: 11-04-94

SiGn: Aries

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MsN:siningwong@hotmail.com

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minquan
mengyeow
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xinhui
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zihui

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huishan
yokekay
chanhong
yuwen
houchin

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artricia
yeshze
wenhui zhixin
miaopei
wanying
hmm... gotta sort this out...next time...

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Thursday, November 29, 2007



i was reading this book toay.
one of the chapters was so cool.
the book is mainly about 3 teenagers
who tried to commit suicide.
one tried drugs.
another tried cutting herself with blades.
and another tried putting the gun to his heart.
here's the chapter.

THE THREAD


Wish
you could turn off
the questions, turn
off the voices,
turn off all the sounds.

Yearn
to close out
the ugliness, close
out the filthiness,
close out all light.

Long
to cast away
yesterday, cast
away memory,
cast away all the jeopardy.

Pray
you could somehow stop
the uncertainty, somehow
stop the loathing,
somehow stop the pain.

Act
on your own impulse,
swallow the bottle,
cut a little deeper,
put the gun to your chest.



shutup and listen;
8:43 PM




Wednesday, November 28, 2007



oh...
hey...
i haven't posted for a really long time,
and the reason is...
i also dunno...
anw.
yern,zi, jia hui and i went to westmall yesterday.
no wait. it was 2 days ago.
let's see...
i was late by a full half an hour...
but i arrived at the same time as zi...
yern called me...or is it i called yern?
anw, i was talking to yern on the phone
when i was on the escalator up to the library
when i saw zi right in front of me...
k...so after zi and i met up with yern and jia hui,
we couldn't go into the library yet cuz...
jia hui was drinking some...drink.
so we walked around and ended up in popular.
we looked at books and water babies
and zi looked for a driving book...
obviously not to learn how to drive .
it's for her npcc.
anw. afterwards we went to the library.
then we borrowed books and do all the stuff u do in the library...
like read.
yern's new boyfriend was supposed to come but...
i also forgot y he didn't come...
anw. he is her 4th or 5th bf this year...
yikes...


oh ya! i was watching a few yui videos yesterday!
she is
sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE her!
there was one video of her soing all those cute face expressions
and one of her doing some "wu wang" thing.
i LLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEE her!!!!!!!!!



shutup and listen;
10:54 AM




Monday, November 26, 2007



watch this!!!!!!!!!!! yui is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Wyk2tew-TE&feature=related



shutup and listen;
12:06 PM