Friday, August 24, 2007
WHY MUST EVERYONE EXPECT SO HIGH IN ME?
I AM NOT ANY GENIUS!
JUST GIVE ME A BREAK!
I NEED A BREAK!
I DON'T WANT ANYONE(WE WEREN'T NAME NAMES AND WE SHAN'T STARE)TO GET IT WRONG, BUT I AM NOT SO SILENT TODAY BECAUSE I GOT VERY LOW MARKS.
PLLEASE LAH.
MY PARENTS ONLY EXPECT ME TO PASS.
NO STRESS.
BUT.
SOME PEOPLE JUST HAVE TO THINK WRONGLY.
IT JUST SHOWS THAT WE DON'T KNOW EACH OTHER WELL ENOUGH OR WE DON'T WANNA KNOW EACH OTHER WELL.
I AM SILENT BECAUSE I HEARD SOME PEOPLE(I REALLY DUN FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT THEM NOW)TALKING ABOUT HOW I AM SLACKING ETC.
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
THERE ARE SO MANY 'WHY'S I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE!
PLEASE. I BEG YOU. DON'T SAY THOSE THINGS.
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND DO YOU?
I GOT HIGH MARKS PREVIOUSLY AND YOU EXPECT ME TO BE LIKE THAT FOREVER!?
PUH-LEASE!
ALL MY HAIR WOULD HAVE FALLEN OUT BY THE END OF THIS YEAR.
I JUST WANNA TAKE A LITTLE BREAK.
I DON'T LIKE TO BE SO PERFECT SO GOOD IN EVERYTHING...
HOW I WISH I WOULD BE THE STUPIDEST PERSON IN THIS WHOLE STUPID WORLD AND THEN I WON'T NEED TO CARE ABOUT THIS LIAO...
JUST BECAUSE I GOT LOWER MARKS THAN PREVIOUSLY, EVERYONE'S LOOKING DOWN ON ME AND SAYING THOSE THINGS THAT ARE LIKE A KNIFE IN MY HEART.
WHAT ABOUT THOSE THAT GOT LOWER THAN ME PREVIOUSLY AND NOW?
YOU DON'T EVEN GIVE A DAMN ABOUT THEM.
YOU SAY NOTHING ABOUT THEM.
OK.
I KNOW.
I HAVE SLACKED BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DISCUSS IT WITH OTHER PPL RIGHT?
OR SAY IT WHEN I AM IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOU.
I HEARD IT LOUD AND CLEAR OK?
BUT...I WILL NOT NAME NAMES.
YOU HAVE SUCH DISGUSTING NAMES.
I DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SAY I AM VERY WHAT OR SOMETHING, BUT HOW DO YOU FEEL WHEN SOMEONE SAYS THAT U ARE VERY LOUSY AND SLACKING ETC?
WHY DON'T YOU BE IN MY SHOES FOR A WHILE?
YOU ARE WELCOMED YOU KNOW.
WHEN I GET SUCH GOOD MARKS, I AM EXPECTED TO MANTAIN MY STANDARDS, IF NOT, I WILL BE CAST ASIDE AND LOOKED DOWN ON.
I'D RATHER FAIL EVERYTHING THEN DO THAT.
I...
I HATE ALL OF YOU!
I HATE THIS CLASS!
I HATE THIS CLASS'S ATTITUDE!
I HATE MY LIFE!
I HATE MYSELF!
*THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH PQ AND THE PPL INVOLVED. I DIDN'T HEAR YOU ALL TALKING BUT I DID HEAR OTHERS TALKING.AND I WROTE ALL THIS DURING CLASS OUT OF ANGER AND FRUSTRATION, SO DON'T MIND ME. JUZ..............FORGET I EVEN POSTED THIS.MAYBE I WILL DELETE THIS AFTERWARDS. AND PLS. STOP ASKING FOR MY MARKS.I HAVE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
sining
shutup and listen;
7:41 PM
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