I CRAVE FOR...
-Olevels to be over
-lots of free ebooks
-meet YUI
-headphones...xP
-25hrs a day
-8 days a week
-32 days a month
-366 days a year
-that impossible dream
Yes, I am that bored at work. So I decided to revive this blog to kill time.
Working seriously sucks - When you're at the bottom of the food chain in the office.
Oh. And office politics makes you really paranoid and unhappy...
So yea. After this, I will never ever EVER take up an office job again. Not even over my dead body.
Gahhhhhh. Eve is a really nice person, though she... gossips a little too much...
AC... I think she's the most... sincere person in the office. She is extremely blunt, and although that may be kind of insulting at times, at least I don't have to try to read between the lines everytime she says something-.- That. Is wayyyy more stressful than Os and As combined.
AT... Well, I'm not very keen to bad-mouth people on the internet, where everyone sees it so... Mehhh... She is quite nice tough. Sometimes. She is bit too demanding and selfish, I feel. But I guess that has something to do with her upbringing and stuff, as she said so once before.
SS... Oh god. She is the BANE of my time in the office. She is the cause of 70% of my crankiness these days. I'm supposed to be on holiday!!!!! T.T And there are still the uni apps to worry about... Sigh pie...
I guess... Deep down... like really really deep down, after peeling away all the crusted, and rotted layers of my soul, I kind of, maybe, probably, possibly, might want LMS more than FOS... BUT. Working here has really destroyed part of my want to study lms... What if I bump ino them? *horrified look*
It's not very likely... Since hss is all the way on the other side... but... Can I really go to school everyday, on the bus, and not think about the absolutely horrible and traumatising time I spent here?:( decisions are so hard to make... And I really really detest it when people say 'Just follow your heart.' yea. Right. What do you think I'm doing fretting over my choices? I obviously CHOSE them bcuz they are what my heart DESIRES. Gahhhh. Not everyone is able to see what they want so clearly...
And now I'm back to feeling upset about my job:(
Blehh....
Maybe I should tell them that I need to quit 1 week earlier than I said cuz I need to pack stuff for my 'trip'.
Lying sure is tiring.
shutup and listen;
5:17 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2011
woah. my very 1st post of the year 2011. and the year's ending soon!><
so.... after reading my very very very short prev post, hav i finished what i set out to do?
obviously...not-.-
i doubt anyone reads this anymore anyway. haha.
the blog's so deadO.o
but it's full of really amazing memories that i can read and relive whenever i want to:)
so how's this year been so far?
crappy, awesome, depressing, interesting...etc.
I'm really really glad that i decided to take up lit in jc:)
(hopefully i won't regret what i just typed aft we get back our promos results...xP)
mr tanu is a really funny tcher:D
his lessons are never boring and he always has this '=.=' look.
so cute!!! haha!
lit's like one of my fav subjects ever, besides GP:D
Mdm Annie Yong is one of the most awesome and coolest tcher ever!
and i'm sooooo happy i'm her gp rep!^^
i never ever feel like sleeping during gp lessons although it's a pretty dry subject bcuz i dunno...
the way she talk and presents stuff really commands attention.
and she's really really nice!xD
she still owes us that lunch date!xD
now let's move on to physics.
ms lim is sooooo nice!!!^^
when we first met her, we were kinda...
scared of her
and thought she was weird cuz she always wears her pants damn high.
but man. slowly, we started to respect her and do our tutorials,
and yup. we really like her now:)
although we're still scared of her.
haha. vanessa looooooves her lol.
she can be really nice if she wants to:)
esp to girls. haha!
i'll never ever forget that 3hr consultation man.
it was my very first consultation(GP doesnt count. i was joining elisse for fun)
and ms lim was really nice and patient wif me:)
and she totally drop hints like drop bomb.
i feel like i've disspointed her wif my lousy promo paper...xP
but i didnt want to do that momentum question!
that dumbdumb alfred twang mumbled smth incoherent into the mike about question 8(I heard question 2 at first-.- it's that bad)
and i wanted to do question 8! but ugh. I couldnt hear him so i gave up and did question 6 instead...xP
I just hope i pass promos...xP
chem was horrible. like seriously. i felt even worse than i did aft my math terms, and my math terms was really bad.
14/60=.=
i hav never ever ever gotten this kinda marks for any subjects, much less math.
I need mr ang!!!!!!!!
haha.
I really should be doing my wr ryt now...
and oh man. dont even get me started on it.
it's so damn stressful being a grp leader when ur grp members dont cooperate at all.
mayb i shld copy and paste what i ranted to misa on lino here.
haha.
wr causes emotional breakdowns=.=
i'm gonna do it for half an hr then play sims for an hr to relieve stress.
pw sucks. and this is the last yr their having it in the syllabus=.=
unfair!!!!
gahh.
anyway, today...
Ac games was fun:)
i love the girls:)
they can make a seemingly dull day turn into a really draining(in a good way) and fun day:)
and yay! sb6 is awesome!
we either won or drew every single game we played except for dodgeball. haha
till next time then!:)
shutup and listen;
8:53 PM
Friday, December 31, 2010
my last post of the year!!! this is pathetic-.- hmm... now that 2010's almost over, i realised that i havent completed half the things i set out to do this yr... sigh... hmph! nvm! 2011 shall be a better yr! yup. hopefully... blehh. i'm distracted... currently TRYING to catalogue all my fanfic stuff... but it's reeeaaallly hard, cuz i cant rmb most of the stories!xP sucks for me... gotta re-read... blehh.
shutup and listen;
9:34 PM
Friday, December 10, 2010
a new post! hoorah! lol. i'll be posting more often now, cuz i'm seriously bored outta my mind staying at home... i'm not planning to get a part-time job either, although i've had a few offers...xP so... what hav i been up to at home? since i've finished cleaning my room, i can only play neopets, sims, youtube, and well... blog(if i feel like it.)... oh yea... i'm wondering if i shld buy the sims app on my itouch, but... it's so ex! mayb if there's a discount?:D huh. since i'm free ryt now, i shall go call the ja sch... sigh...
shutup and listen;
1:47 PM
Tuesday, December 07, 2010
Amazing Grace 7yr old Rhema Marvanne - Annointed
yes! i'm back spamming my blog wif vids! oh and i shan't switch to tumblr until it's repaired-.- yupyup. this girl is juz awesome!!! thx to misa who introed this wonderful angel to me^^ amaaaaaazing!!!!
shutup and listen;
6:30 PM
woohoo! an update!xD i havent blogged much this year lol...xP so... what have i been doing all this time? lets see... mugging for prelims and Os... thank goodness they're over! yay! though... ahh... it's too depressing to think about, so i shan't:D theres still like 1 more month of enjoyment! sort of-.- my holiday hasn't even really started for me...xP i've been busy with... DANCE! yea. grad day and chingay. and hmm... ohh. cleaning my room and moving the furniture around the house. yup. i only have one more drawer to pack, but i'll just leave it to tmr^^ so for now, i'm just gonna... play neopets, blog, youtube, and write! yupyup^^ now that school's over, I can finally start writing my fics! yippee! i've alrdy written the prologue for a fic, though i still havent decided on a title cuz ive no idea where the story is going...xP i'll upload it on fictionpress when ive finished... 5 chapters? hopefully... i'm not very happy with the prologue, so i'm juz gonna leave it alone for a couple of days and hope my inspiration retuns to me... so for the time being, i shall work on a harry potter one-shot. it's a song fic and focuses only on hermione, so it wont be a romance one^^ i'm halfway done with it on my ipod, so hopefully again, i can upload it by the end of this week^^ yupyup. oh yea... i gotta call the jap school too... sigh... i havent even revised!!! blehh. oh yea. i'm juz gonna be really random, as usual... the SYF modern and cultural dances r awesome!!! modern is really really cool and sorta emo, but the guys simply ruin the whole thing. ive only pne word to describe the guys: GAY. seriously. the way they hold the bamboo and run with it. it's too painful to look at. at least the girls r good, though they could be way better. but that's what pracs r for^^ ohh and i really love that boxing thing they do. really cool! and as for cultural, man. that dance looks so fun and they look like they're enjoying themselves a lot! the girls look soooo cuuute!!!!^^ and the guys r wayyyy more man than modern's. haha. Oo! misa and i got to try walking on stilts! and i still walk like a penguin-.- blehh. there's smth wrong wif me... oh oh! chingay this yr, or rather next yr, is sooooo fun!!! but relly painful. i'm still suffering from muscle aches cuz of it... and yes! i'm no longer some weird jellyfish or fish thing! haha. hmm... i'm thinking about switching to tumblr... huh. ive nothing to do ryt now anw. oh yea. almost everyone i kno r getting or hav alrdy gotten part-time jobs! i feel so lazy lol. cuz i'm juz gonna live off my parents until i dunno when xP. ok. i m switching to tumblr^^ so... ja ne!
shutup and listen;
5:57 PM
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
HMMM... i havent blogged much this yr cuz well... it's the impt yr this yr aft all, and i'm pretty much occupied by my itouch almost 3/4 of the day. haha><>< wrong steps and my steps look kinda weird too... one gd thing abt the vids. i get to kno what to improve on^^ Oo yea. the world cup juz ended on mon morn... i knew spain was gonna win!!! haha. the octopus was so ryt. haha. ugh. my itouch isnt syncing well wif this com... dunno what's wrong...i want the new OS!!! k... random... oh yea! i juz started re-reading of love and bunnies^^ still laugh at the funny moments even though i knew what to expect. it's the best fanfic i've ever read!!! they r so cute and hilarious!!! and well... i get reminded of shan when i read the fanfic... cuz she was the one who intro it to me... and we used to read it tgt in p6... makes me miss my pri sch classmates somehow... sigh... ah well... oh yea. i juz realised that a lot of ppl i kno r studying overseas ryt now... kinda envy them. haha. they get to experience schooling overseas. v cool. hmm... we got back chem paper today... v depressing... and it totally didnt help that stupid jiasheng kept whining to me throughout the whole chem lesson that he got a freaking A2 instead of A1... he shld think abt my feelings-.- sigh... therefore, i shall start mugging like hell for prelim 2!!! ganbatte!!!
shutup and listen;
7:59 PM
Thursday, June 03, 2010
WOW i juz realised that this is my second post for this yr. pathetic... hmm... well... i couldnt be bothered... but since it's the hols, i suppose i must show bloggy some LOVE... so... why didn't a blog? cuz i was too busy wif my itouch... yea. i think its a really bad distraction... esp aft i downloaded all those nice ebooks^^ yup. i shall put the links for those free ebook sites erm... soon. soon. yea. keep telling yourself that. soon could mean say... end of the yr or smth... i'm crapping-.- oo. i changed my blogskin^^ yup^^ and to a pretty emo one too...xP i think it's a really cool pic lol. haha. so... a summary of jan till now... the only thing that comes to mind is dance...): yea... i miss dance so much... cuz of a number of reasons... 1) no exercise=get fat...xP 2) no laoshi..): 3) no dance... sigh... our last dance... speech day... it was awesome:) i'll never forget it:) and we got our batch tee on that day too! aft like 4 yrs of planning for it. haha. mm... i'm supposed to be studying geog ryt now... but got distracted by ebooks... again... i tried looking for a ink to download conrad williams' books for free, but no!!! i can only find links for 'the unblemished' which i've already read. then i went to the nlb website to search if the library has his books. they only hav 3 out of 5 of his books!!! go buy more!!! esp 'london revenant'!!! i read a review on the book and it sounds reaaaaalllly gory and interesting. yup. and the reviewer was really cool too. haha><
stephen^^
alex^^
alex looks a little like zac effron in this pic i think... he loks totally diff frm the prev pic!!!
my bro wearing my specs^^ lol.
my very first zilian pic... lolll. i cut my hair>< oh damn. i lost one whole chunk of my post on top... cant be bothered to retype... ugh... hate my laptop and blogger...
